Times are changing too fast!
I've been working in the village. I hate the village but really I have no choice! I had three days off in a row and that was amazing. I have to make a car payment but I haven't really been saving my money. I wish there was a way that I could come into a whole bunch of money and then I could just hand it over to Ford and not have to worry about stuff for a little while. Maybe i'll find some more money soon...
I went and saw a lot of my Oneonta friends on Saturday. I got burned to a crisp but hopefully it will turn into a tan of some sort. I missed Nate and Randy an awful lot. I didn't really realize it until I was getting a huge hug from Nate and I realized that I didn't care that he was soaking wet and getting my clothes soaked as well. I missed Sara a lot though. She had to go home so I didn't get to see her which made me pretty sad. :-(
I saw a certain someone the other day and that was great. Everything is def the same as ever with that boy and the messed up relationship that we have going on at the moment. Maybe I should get out of that...hmmmmm... I got a wonderful phone call from someone that I haven't talked to in a very long time today and I really hope that we end up getting together this summer at some point cause it is always fun to hang out with him ;-).
I haven't gone to the gym in the past few days and I'm pretty mad about it. It's been so hot that I just haven't wanted to go at all but I really need to keep going. Hopefully this week I'll be able to get back on track.
I can't wait to be back in Oneonta cause it seems like stuff is not going the way that it should be here at home. My mom is really treating me like a baby lately and it's pissing me off. I think she forgets that I'm going to be 20 in a little over a month. Honestly!!! I'm really sad cause I guess one of my best friends is leaving Lake George very soon. I don't want her to leave but I know that she has her reasons and she has to leave. I don't want to be selfish but I am going to miss her a whole lot! *sigh* It seems like very few people are going to be here after this summer. I know that I'm not going to be coming back and more than 1/2 of my friends here at home are going to either stay at school or move or just end up doing their own thing somewhere other than Lake George. I guess there is a time where you just grow out of coming home. I really hope that we don't all loose touch but you can already kind of tell that nothing is the same with any of us anymore. It is understandable though because so much has happened within our group of friends but it is just hard to watch I suppose. I'm not saying that i'm not to blame for some of the split but it's just sad to see. I will always love all of my Lake George girls though cause I don't think I would of survived high school and all the shit that happened back then without each of them. I love you all.
~Mary~