Lord Foul's Bane
despair, I never really connected that word to a feeling.
I realized tonight that it's the name for the feeling that I fear the most. It's the black, blind fear, the unreasoning, unreasonable feeling that I don't know how to deal with. I've felt it at varying times in the past, and everytime, it makes me want to curl up under a blanket and shiver.
It scares me more than anything else, because there's no way to deal with, no way to think it out, I have no recourse to it.
It's attempting to sneak back into my life, in the past week, I've encountered it a coupla times. How can you deal with a feeling that robs you of strength?
I realized tonight that it's the name for the feeling that I fear the most. It's the black, blind fear, the unreasoning, unreasonable feeling that I don't know how to deal with. I've felt it at varying times in the past, and everytime, it makes me want to curl up under a blanket and shiver.
It scares me more than anything else, because there's no way to deal with, no way to think it out, I have no recourse to it.
It's attempting to sneak back into my life, in the past week, I've encountered it a coupla times. How can you deal with a feeling that robs you of strength?