Sep 10, 2007 13:01
weew. i went to school late today. ms c kinda yelled at me cause i didnt ask if i could do 2nd session. i just texted her and said i was coming late. i didnt think shed care. i thought it was our choice. but i guess its more like a privelage. anyway. i got home at like 2am last night.
jess called me up and asked me if i wanted to go fishing with her boyfriend and his friend. so i said yeah. i headed over there at noon and i thought we were going to a lake. we ended up at cape canaveral. didn't catch much of anything let alone get a bite, so we went to cocoa and fucked around in the water till about 4. went to wendys then drove home. got high on the way there.
back at her house jess's boyfriend wanted beer, so we went to get a six pack. got back to her place, its like 7pm now. we drank a few, he rolled a fat blunt. we ventured over to the hot tub, and waited for EVER for this weird ass guy to get out. once he did, we smoked that blunt. it was soo good. i was fucked up. at like 10pm jess's boyfriends friend said he should have taken us to his restaurant that he works at. so we were like, well whens it close? and he said 2am. so we went. and i skipped dinner and had this thing called the chocolate indulgence. it was ORGASMIC, until my tastebuds started working again. then it was like chocolate pudding. ew.
anyway i got home at 1 cause the drive back was long. im a little worried, troyce told me rey wanted his tree back. which...i was like, em..he said i could have it. im saving the seeds like he asked. then i asked him if rey was mad, and he said yeah hes pretty pissed. i was like WTF! why!? when someone says "happy birthday" and says you can keep that shit, don't expect to get it back? i asked him if he wanted to take some for him and josh and troyce to smoke and he told me no. all he asked was that i save the seeds. and i am. geez. i dont want him to be mad at me for that. it isn't my fault.
i almost thought troyce was kidding and saying rey was mad just to be like HAHA jk!!! but i guess not.
anyway, me and wes are done. he said hes not ready for a relationship and he just wants to have fun for now. fuck. aloooooooooone again. i hate men. while hanging out with jess yesterday she brought up derek for some weird ass reason, and she said he talks about me all the time. i was like how? what's he say? apparently he FINDS a way to bring me up in everyday conversation. and he makes it seem like the relationship ending was my fault. also-the day corey and ania came over to tell me about her birthday party, when they went back to dereks table, apparently derek was like "why are you talking to her". that fucking faggot. im going to end his life. he says he doesnt want his name in my mouth, but all he does is spit shit out about me? i must have caused a long lasting impression on him. cause this shit is ridonkulous.