There is no pretty rave girl for all of us
If I could see into the future or know what my life would be like, Believe it would be much like how it was the past few days.
I come home alone
I go out to eat alone
I spend my free time alone
I even went to a movie alone.
I know there are friends that I can hang out with and enjoy time with, but at the end of the day I will still be alone. My life has been and will be filled with amazing great peaks and terrific epic fails. Build up and fail, build up and repeat.
The problem with most of my failures (relationship wise) is they cant be fixed, I had my shot I blew it, and I lost, over. In nature its natural selection, a species has its chance they lose and they go extinct, that’s how I view my ability now, extinct,
They say that everyone has someone out there, but they never say that you might not ever find that someone or that you do and lose the someone.
Its not quitting or giving up, its jus the end, I have reached the end of trying to find that someone, its just time to come to terms with that.
I come home alone
I go out to eat alone
I spend my free time alone
I even went to a movie alone.
I know there are friends that I can hang out with and enjoy time with, but at the end of the day I will still be alone. My life has been and will be filled with amazing great peaks and terrific epic fails. Build up and fail, build up and repeat.
The problem with most of my failures (relationship wise) is they cant be fixed, I had my shot I blew it, and I lost, over. In nature its natural selection, a species has its chance they lose and they go extinct, that’s how I view my ability now, extinct,
They say that everyone has someone out there, but they never say that you might not ever find that someone or that you do and lose the someone.
Its not quitting or giving up, its jus the end, I have reached the end of trying to find that someone, its just time to come to terms with that.