April's rough
I don't like April. Sooo much work, no time, no money, no energy, no motivation.
We're going to go fill out the apartment application tomorrow!
I went to tay's party last night, very pleasurable, I feel so bad that she wants to change her room so I will come over more- I should just come over more!! But I have no -time-!
I am so consumed by this little spurt of business that I haven't had a lot of time to think about other things, but I have been seriously considering a suggestion my parents made to me at dinner the other night when I told them how sad I was looking at all the crazy hard and not that exciting cs classes I had left: try an extra year.
So if I did my 4 year major in 5 years, I would spread the CS out and add a studio art minor to pad/balance the evilness. I think this sounds awesome, but it is also quite a commitment. As soon as I started it and got "behind" persay in credits, I wouldn't be able to catch back up. But at the same time, if I am able to do it, and it would make the classes more enjoyable and more effective, I feel I should seriously consider it. Caitlin said she is fine with living in LA an extra year and that I am the one always wanting to rush off to canada, so that sounds like it might work.
For now I think I will proceed with the major form I have gotten signed and turned in for a 4yr cs major at Mudd, and if it get's too hard, I will drop a class or two and proceed with the 5 year option. But I need to do a lot of thinking and playing with schedules now, and did I mention I don't have any TIME?!
Work is going well, and Classes are going ok. I have a second math midterm a week from today, so that sucks, but I started making/studying my notecards yesterday, so I just have to take it one day at a time, and I will be fine.
Caitlin and I are marvelous, and things with our lovelies Brandy and Tay are goot too. I am excited about living with Brandy this summer, although sometimes I get this feeling like she is already fading away, slipping out of my reach- just some amazingly great times in my life and powerful memories, but it's like I sense years of pending seperation. Not that it has to happen that way, it's just a feeling I get when she talks about her life and all the people she's effected and all the people who have effected her. It makes me feel so insignificant in the long run, just a small bump in her long bumpy road of people. I dunno, just some thoughts.
I haven't talked to my mom in far too long; I really really need to call her. I sent her some photos that I hope she got :-). I am rather excited about Caitlin deciding not to go abroad. We got a 7 person suite in Routt (210) second floor, facing gjw. KK and I will have singles next to each other, then maggie's room, then sarah scott's. I am so psyched. We will also live with Amy and Kristen and Alli. We are all chill and half of us are big time hermit/recluses so I think it will be a blast. We are considering trying to call it Suite Clitoris. :-)
I am both dreading the end of the year and dying for it to come. It seems to be speeding at me out of control and also inching by so slowly and torturously! AND I have no money! Pah!
I haven't seen jasper online in a long time :-(
Yeah, so things are super busy. So much work, I feel like I hardly have time to sleep even. But I am getting through and staying positive, healthy and organized. I'm glad it's friday!
Well, 1.5 more hours of work, I spose I better spend more of it workin! :-)
-peace
ron
We're going to go fill out the apartment application tomorrow!
I went to tay's party last night, very pleasurable, I feel so bad that she wants to change her room so I will come over more- I should just come over more!! But I have no -time-!
I am so consumed by this little spurt of business that I haven't had a lot of time to think about other things, but I have been seriously considering a suggestion my parents made to me at dinner the other night when I told them how sad I was looking at all the crazy hard and not that exciting cs classes I had left: try an extra year.
So if I did my 4 year major in 5 years, I would spread the CS out and add a studio art minor to pad/balance the evilness. I think this sounds awesome, but it is also quite a commitment. As soon as I started it and got "behind" persay in credits, I wouldn't be able to catch back up. But at the same time, if I am able to do it, and it would make the classes more enjoyable and more effective, I feel I should seriously consider it. Caitlin said she is fine with living in LA an extra year and that I am the one always wanting to rush off to canada, so that sounds like it might work.
For now I think I will proceed with the major form I have gotten signed and turned in for a 4yr cs major at Mudd, and if it get's too hard, I will drop a class or two and proceed with the 5 year option. But I need to do a lot of thinking and playing with schedules now, and did I mention I don't have any TIME?!
Work is going well, and Classes are going ok. I have a second math midterm a week from today, so that sucks, but I started making/studying my notecards yesterday, so I just have to take it one day at a time, and I will be fine.
Caitlin and I are marvelous, and things with our lovelies Brandy and Tay are goot too. I am excited about living with Brandy this summer, although sometimes I get this feeling like she is already fading away, slipping out of my reach- just some amazingly great times in my life and powerful memories, but it's like I sense years of pending seperation. Not that it has to happen that way, it's just a feeling I get when she talks about her life and all the people she's effected and all the people who have effected her. It makes me feel so insignificant in the long run, just a small bump in her long bumpy road of people. I dunno, just some thoughts.
I haven't talked to my mom in far too long; I really really need to call her. I sent her some photos that I hope she got :-). I am rather excited about Caitlin deciding not to go abroad. We got a 7 person suite in Routt (210) second floor, facing gjw. KK and I will have singles next to each other, then maggie's room, then sarah scott's. I am so psyched. We will also live with Amy and Kristen and Alli. We are all chill and half of us are big time hermit/recluses so I think it will be a blast. We are considering trying to call it Suite Clitoris. :-)
I am both dreading the end of the year and dying for it to come. It seems to be speeding at me out of control and also inching by so slowly and torturously! AND I have no money! Pah!
I haven't seen jasper online in a long time :-(
Yeah, so things are super busy. So much work, I feel like I hardly have time to sleep even. But I am getting through and staying positive, healthy and organized. I'm glad it's friday!
Well, 1.5 more hours of work, I spose I better spend more of it workin! :-)
-peace
ron