She'll fuck you just for the taste
What if that "one great love" that everyone is looking for turns out to just be yourself. Would that really be so bad? I know that sounds pompus (or however the hell you spell it), but think about it. Wouldn't it be great to wake up every morning and think "Wow, I'm really fucking cool. I have 12 things to do today and none of it is going to cause a single moment of self-loathing introspection" ? I think so. I've dwelled on the loss of someone that I loved for nearly two years. She hooked up with someone pretty quick after we broke up and I didn't...in fact I'm still single, but I don't care. I talked to her the other day and she seems kinda miserable and while, yes, I'll admit to being lonely sometimes, I'm pretty much ok. I have goals and things I want to do and I take genuine pleasure from the things that I enjoy. That can't be said for everybody. I know things could be better and I know they probably will be, but I don't need anyone to prop me up anymore either....I'm fine on my own, and really, that's a great place to be. I'm glad I don't have to run the details of my day past anyone to make sure it's not going to upset some balance that I'm incapable of seeing. I'm glad that I don't have to answer to anybody. I'm glad to know that I've walked through my own crucibles and come out the other side better for it. And when I do finally meet someone that I'm romanticly interested in, I'll know that it's because I'm really interested in them and what their like as a person and not because I need to try to make someone fill all the holes in me. I've still got work to do, but I'm glad that at least for now I'm ok with just being who I am and fuck you if you don't like it.