OMFG!! I got my first B+!
Bloody UF apparently doesn't give minus grades, so it's kind of equivalent to an A-, but seriously, I kind of want to cry. I saw it, and I could almost feel my brain cells shrivel and die. It's kind of funny - I'm actually to the point where my grades don't really matter anymore (it's not like there's some magic post Ph.D. degree I need to quality for), but I'm still totally freaking out. How neurotic am I? I've got a 3.9 for god's sake. As long as I maintain a 3.5 I have no problem, and I only have one class left to take. Intellectually I know it's no big deal, but I actually feel totally inadequate and like a failure somehow.
Aren't I a moron? I know - totally ridiculous. I'm sure by this time next week I'll have totally gotten over it, as well I should, but for now I'm going to crawl in my hole and be devastated a little bit longer.