blaaarrgghh
i have good new and bad news
lets start with the good news shall we??
-Last night our numbers for Rocky were through the roof, we had 105 in attendance, with about 8 birthdays, 2 cast members from california, and 35 virgins or so. it was great.
-i picked up my wedding corset ITS GORGEOUS!!! that $390 was well spent, now for the finishing touches like the skirt that my mom is making and the petticoat.
-Belle is making leaps and bounds in her walking and communicating to her dad and i what she needs.
and now for the bad news
_during hot pattotie i dropped hot josh, even though we had a good laugh about it i still feel bad that i dropped him
_im too fat for my wedding corset, its completely loosened and i even redid the fasten at the bottom and gained an extra foot of lacing, and im STILL too fat for it.
_Nicole is being a completely turd, litterally shes had 3 accidents that were preventable in the last 2 days. im sort of glad shes at her dads for the next week.
so in reference to the second topic inthe above mentioned lists, i will be starting a food journal. i will still use this journal for it, but i will be recording my intake a few times through the day and hopefully get some feed back from you guys on how to cut some of the dietary intake and lose a good 10-15 lbs in the next couple weeks, yes i said couple of weeks in otherwords i want to lose it fast and keep it off until, umm forever, i will not be "crash dieting" but i will be cutting things from my diet. that i seriously need to do, no more fast food, no more soda, no more sweets. i need to go to the grocery with Craig tomorrow and get lots of fresh veggies and some fat free sourcream dip and fat free italian dressing to dip them in. for snacks. i need to lose this or else i wont fit into my VERY expensive wedding dress. im really depressed taht i cant put on a CORSET, something that sinches your waist i cant put on. this is bad.
i hope you guys will be as supportive as i need you to be.
lets start with the good news shall we??
-Last night our numbers for Rocky were through the roof, we had 105 in attendance, with about 8 birthdays, 2 cast members from california, and 35 virgins or so. it was great.
-i picked up my wedding corset ITS GORGEOUS!!! that $390 was well spent, now for the finishing touches like the skirt that my mom is making and the petticoat.
-Belle is making leaps and bounds in her walking and communicating to her dad and i what she needs.
and now for the bad news
_during hot pattotie i dropped hot josh, even though we had a good laugh about it i still feel bad that i dropped him
_im too fat for my wedding corset, its completely loosened and i even redid the fasten at the bottom and gained an extra foot of lacing, and im STILL too fat for it.
_Nicole is being a completely turd, litterally shes had 3 accidents that were preventable in the last 2 days. im sort of glad shes at her dads for the next week.
so in reference to the second topic inthe above mentioned lists, i will be starting a food journal. i will still use this journal for it, but i will be recording my intake a few times through the day and hopefully get some feed back from you guys on how to cut some of the dietary intake and lose a good 10-15 lbs in the next couple weeks, yes i said couple of weeks in otherwords i want to lose it fast and keep it off until, umm forever, i will not be "crash dieting" but i will be cutting things from my diet. that i seriously need to do, no more fast food, no more soda, no more sweets. i need to go to the grocery with Craig tomorrow and get lots of fresh veggies and some fat free sourcream dip and fat free italian dressing to dip them in. for snacks. i need to lose this or else i wont fit into my VERY expensive wedding dress. im really depressed taht i cant put on a CORSET, something that sinches your waist i cant put on. this is bad.
i hope you guys will be as supportive as i need you to be.