Break Down
So yesterday I had a bit of a break down. It is very hard for me to deal with phony people especially those who call themselves my friend.
ANYWAYS I have an accounting test tomorrow. I hope I pass.
I called Christine last night and she helped me through things sort of. I feel so drained from energy right now from the whole ordeal.
Adam was very degrading to me over the phone yesterday. After I tell him about me being down, he tells me about him talking to Bry. Now last time he spoke with Bry I was brought into the conversation.
So this time I asked if my name was brought up. Instead of a simple yes or no answer he is like,"Um ok???? You sound like a three year old.."
Now first of all I don ot see the point behind that ignorant comment.It leads me to believe that there was conversation about me.
And second, why would he be so insensitive towards me know I was having such a terrible day. So there were words exchanged, Adam tried to get phsychological with me even though there was nothing psychological about it, I asked a simple question. No need to analyze my every word and action. I should be able to feel free to be myself around my friends with out being judged or having to stick up for myself. That is what true friendship is all about...accepting the other person just the way they are. I do not care what people think of me personally. I hung up on him I did not want to get into anything especially in the state of mind I was in at the time.
This has a lot of meaning to it...
That message goes out to all my homies...let's go in the backyard and pour out some fourties...lol.....yeah right...
No but seriously for all those who know me and know what that saying is all about...that one's for you.
Also...Therez.....this one is for you.....
LOL Hee Hee Hee!
I am going to get Goose ready for school.
ANYWAYS I have an accounting test tomorrow. I hope I pass.
I called Christine last night and she helped me through things sort of. I feel so drained from energy right now from the whole ordeal.
Adam was very degrading to me over the phone yesterday. After I tell him about me being down, he tells me about him talking to Bry. Now last time he spoke with Bry I was brought into the conversation.
So this time I asked if my name was brought up. Instead of a simple yes or no answer he is like,"Um ok???? You sound like a three year old.."
Now first of all I don ot see the point behind that ignorant comment.It leads me to believe that there was conversation about me.
And second, why would he be so insensitive towards me know I was having such a terrible day. So there were words exchanged, Adam tried to get phsychological with me even though there was nothing psychological about it, I asked a simple question. No need to analyze my every word and action. I should be able to feel free to be myself around my friends with out being judged or having to stick up for myself. That is what true friendship is all about...accepting the other person just the way they are. I do not care what people think of me personally. I hung up on him I did not want to get into anything especially in the state of mind I was in at the time.
This has a lot of meaning to it...
That message goes out to all my homies...let's go in the backyard and pour out some fourties...lol.....yeah right...
No but seriously for all those who know me and know what that saying is all about...that one's for you.
Also...Therez.....this one is for you.....
LOL Hee Hee Hee!
I am going to get Goose ready for school.