Light in my life
Since I go to my new work at the night time I've got a very pleasant feeling of being in a perfect mood. I always knew that my home is a fucked up place, where I can never be relaxed and happy. But I never thought that sitting and looking at the screen all night long and sleeping 5 hours of 24 can make me feel that everything is OK in my life. I was lost and depressed before. Every morning I woke up at my home used to begin with an F-word in my head. But what is going on at work is beyond my understanding. I come at 11 p. m., sleep there until 1 a. m. (or surfing Internet). Then I start my work. At 6 a. m. finish and sleep there again until 9.30 a. m. Then drink some coffe, take a shower, do my hair - and here I am, shiny and new going to my class, which starts at 11.10 a. m. All the way to college, and later I feel like singing. I'm not sleepy at all. I breath the fresh air, listen to my music on the mp3 player and I'm totally happy that I exist. Now I realize my house and everyone living there causes some pressure on me. So I'll do everything starting from now to be all-sufficient and self-dependent