Burnin' Up

Oct 23, 2006 10:11

I never felt so bad and so good in one time. I feel such a deep feeling for Max... A few days ago he winked to me. What could I think... Oh, maybe it was better if I was a straight guy and he was a girl. Then I could speak my mind. And yesterday night when I lied in my bed and thoughts of him did not let me sleep, I decided.

I WILL TELL HIM

Actually, when I got up today, I thought that it's an insane thing and I am better not to do it. But the very moment I saw him today, I said to myself: 'hey guy, you will catch the moment that no one can see you and tell him'. If he does not feel anything for me, I sure will become a straight guy. I will just say to one girl that seems to like me: 'will you be my girlfriend?' Just like Scarlett when Ashley rejected her love. Now, before telling him, I feel like I have a huge cold metal tube inside my chest. But I will do that. I can.
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