dreams unwind, loves a state of mind
So dont know what the hell im doing. Its weird how life changes so fast. All my belongings are in the jetta right now and i have no idea where im going to go. Left Petes, he hasnt called me. I hope he calls me, because I just love him so much and I miss him. I wish I could trust him. Nothing is going right for me right now, I dont know where im going to live, where im going to work, I just dont know. I have thought about moving to Florida to live with my cousin, just to get away from everything. I really dont want to go back to living in Westerly, I really hate it there. I wish things could work out between Pete and I, I hope they do. I got pretty shit faced last night, It was a pretty bad night, was at Sophies new place, Angelo proposed last night, im so glad for them... and Steve and Kayla are trying to get pregnant, and theres me little Kali all alone. I hate being alone. I hate that I run from my problems. I hate knowing that theres a chance I may never get to kiss Peters beautiful mouth again. I dont know what im going to do.