Another night of this.
The weight has been heavy on Piotr Rasputin, and breaking a loved one's heart has only added to it.
Ending the nebulous relationship with Rogue, who in no way deserved the emotional rollercoaster she suffered through, did not magically lift his burden. On the contrary, it has made it easier to withdraw into his pain of grief and loss. He'd told her that he had nothing to offer her, and he's still convinced that's the case.
The coldness and the anger over what has been taken from him is too great.
Sleep does not come easy, and once again, he finds himself lying awake in the futile pursuit of it.
Ending the nebulous relationship with Rogue, who in no way deserved the emotional rollercoaster she suffered through, did not magically lift his burden. On the contrary, it has made it easier to withdraw into his pain of grief and loss. He'd told her that he had nothing to offer her, and he's still convinced that's the case.
The coldness and the anger over what has been taken from him is too great.
Sleep does not come easy, and once again, he finds himself lying awake in the futile pursuit of it.