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Ok, so this event that might come to pass is too much for me to just leave on my new blog seeing as those I thought read this would follow me over there. *snorts* Anyway...
So as some of you may know I've started talking to Adam again. I used to refer to him as H.C.G. (Hot Colorado Guy) as there was this joke about me having some random dude in all of these great fifty United States (which was totally not true).
A brief recap for those who don't know the whole story: Adam and I met a little over a year ago in February, just before the most holiest of days, St. Valentine's Day. At the time I was feeling stabby towards the world in general because I was depressingly single ... much like I am now ... again ... *sighs* Anyway we met in the usual place, the internet, and things were going pretty well. We talked pretty much everyday and all that usual jazz and he somehow persuaded me to fly over to meet him in Denver.
I did, shockingly enough and I ended up having a really good time. All minor things aside when the time came for me to leave I didn't and it was all sad departure blah blah blah ...
Then he ended going to Korea to teach English. Our communication was dodgy at best for a variety of reasons I don't wanna list. He was supposed to stay there for a year but ended up coming home early due to health reasons. Pretty much after that we didn't talk much at all.
Only until recently have neither of us spoken. Mind you I was the one who approached him one day (via e-mail) out of boredom and curiosity. His near immediate response was asking when I was gonna come over and visit him again.
He's been pushy about it and I honestly don't know why that is, lol. I don't think he missed me and I certainly haven't missed him and you all should know that to be a fact because I haven't spoken about him in ages. *challenging look*
We talked for a little bit last night and I dunno if it was because I was in the middle of playing WoW or something else because I ... just wasn't really feeling anything. *shrugs* I guess I just don't like not knowing what his intentions are if anything ... he has text'd me some naughty things but that's to be expected, lol ... I guess I could just ask him the truth of the matter and see if there happens to be any remnants of his affections for me ... I kinda doubt there is but I guess it's better to be safe than sorry right?
*shrugs*
Another matter is actually being able to afford it, lol ... now that would be difficult, heh. *waves it off* Neither here nor there right now.
*dark look*
Feh...
So as some of you may know I've started talking to Adam again. I used to refer to him as H.C.G. (Hot Colorado Guy) as there was this joke about me having some random dude in all of these great fifty United States (which was totally not true).
A brief recap for those who don't know the whole story: Adam and I met a little over a year ago in February, just before the most holiest of days, St. Valentine's Day. At the time I was feeling stabby towards the world in general because I was depressingly single ... much like I am now ... again ... *sighs* Anyway we met in the usual place, the internet, and things were going pretty well. We talked pretty much everyday and all that usual jazz and he somehow persuaded me to fly over to meet him in Denver.
I did, shockingly enough and I ended up having a really good time. All minor things aside when the time came for me to leave I didn't and it was all sad departure blah blah blah ...
Then he ended going to Korea to teach English. Our communication was dodgy at best for a variety of reasons I don't wanna list. He was supposed to stay there for a year but ended up coming home early due to health reasons. Pretty much after that we didn't talk much at all.
Only until recently have neither of us spoken. Mind you I was the one who approached him one day (via e-mail) out of boredom and curiosity. His near immediate response was asking when I was gonna come over and visit him again.
He's been pushy about it and I honestly don't know why that is, lol. I don't think he missed me and I certainly haven't missed him and you all should know that to be a fact because I haven't spoken about him in ages. *challenging look*
We talked for a little bit last night and I dunno if it was because I was in the middle of playing WoW or something else because I ... just wasn't really feeling anything. *shrugs* I guess I just don't like not knowing what his intentions are if anything ... he has text'd me some naughty things but that's to be expected, lol ... I guess I could just ask him the truth of the matter and see if there happens to be any remnants of his affections for me ... I kinda doubt there is but I guess it's better to be safe than sorry right?
*shrugs*
Another matter is actually being able to afford it, lol ... now that would be difficult, heh. *waves it off* Neither here nor there right now.
*dark look*
Feh...