To:

[martyr_on_fire]

This is an open apology to everyone I have hurt or annoyed the past month or so. Im sorry. I never apologize for much but I am now. I have been acting out of character and doing things I thought i wouldnt do. I lost to many friends lately and on the verge of loosing more. I doubt anyone will read this but I am sorry. I have acted like a dick to several people without realzing it. Matt,Kelli,Amanda,Melissa just to name a short few. I have felt that people have turned their backs on me and I caved into the constant bullshit that seems to follow me and have turned it into a negative attitude. Im not sayin it is going to change cus I dont know. But i am truely tired of loosing friends and acting like a dick.
Im sorry.
Goodbye.