Been a While again.
Yep it has been too long. To long that I haven't written in here. I have been on but only too see my best friends journal and to make a few comments about it to him. For those of you that don't know me, and probably most of you don't really care but oh well........... I don't really care what most of you think anyway.
I met Chad a long time ago, yep over 5 years ago. We met in GC and at first i was afraid of him. He was pretty outsopken and jumped on alot of people , but when I got to really know him I fell in love with him. Yes, a net love affair. He is very important to me, yep just as important as all of my real life friends.
He has been hurt more than anybody that i know and all of it (well most) is from the net and a majority if it is from right here in LJ. He is one of the kindest people that I have ever met, one of the most loving people alive. Since he is so afraid of being gay, he finds it very hard to be at all open in real life and because of that he has a big concrete wall up for the whole world to see. The only place he can be himself is here on the net. And that is because he doesn't know you, can't see you so he has the feeling that people cannot see inside of him.
The least you (friends) of his and damnit I use that very begrudgingly (sp), her in LJ can do is to give him a chance, get to know him and try and be his friend. GET TO KNOW HIM AND WHAT MAKES HIM TICK.......................... Kev stop using him, and at least talk to him alone instead of telling everyone with out saying stuff to his face.
He only wants to be your friend damn nothing more. If that aint't possible then just tell him.
And that goes for you too Jordan.
NOW IF YOU GUYS DON'T LIKE WHAT I WROTE THEN THAT IS TOO FRIGGIN BAD, I SAY WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT AND TO WHO I WANT.
Till next I write,
Marty
I met Chad a long time ago, yep over 5 years ago. We met in GC and at first i was afraid of him. He was pretty outsopken and jumped on alot of people , but when I got to really know him I fell in love with him. Yes, a net love affair. He is very important to me, yep just as important as all of my real life friends.
He has been hurt more than anybody that i know and all of it (well most) is from the net and a majority if it is from right here in LJ. He is one of the kindest people that I have ever met, one of the most loving people alive. Since he is so afraid of being gay, he finds it very hard to be at all open in real life and because of that he has a big concrete wall up for the whole world to see. The only place he can be himself is here on the net. And that is because he doesn't know you, can't see you so he has the feeling that people cannot see inside of him.
The least you (friends) of his and damnit I use that very begrudgingly (sp), her in LJ can do is to give him a chance, get to know him and try and be his friend. GET TO KNOW HIM AND WHAT MAKES HIM TICK.......................... Kev stop using him, and at least talk to him alone instead of telling everyone with out saying stuff to his face.
He only wants to be your friend damn nothing more. If that aint't possible then just tell him.
And that goes for you too Jordan.
NOW IF YOU GUYS DON'T LIKE WHAT I WROTE THEN THAT IS TOO FRIGGIN BAD, I SAY WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT AND TO WHO I WANT.
Till next I write,
Marty