back to basics
man, the first three days of training have been, well, challenging. i never realized how hard it could be to re-learn things that you've already been doing and breathing and living. when it's all instinct for the most part and you're asked to break it down to parts and pieces, it makes you doubt yourself a bit. well, at least it's made me re-evaluate my skills and abilities. i mean, shit i aced the first time, i'm not really doing a good job with right now.
i'm having fun, don't get me wrong, and it's challenging, so i'm enjoying myself. it's just that i sorta feel the pressure as early as now to excel and be noticed. they told us it was an internship thing, but whatever happens i'ma show them what i'm capable of and give them more than enough reason to keep me.
excited about yel coming to visit (and in time for my birthday, too). i miss my baby sister and how her insanity keeps me sane. i often wish all of us lived in the same house, but for now i have to respect everyone's decisions and just be patient and believe that one day soon we'll all be together again.
and that is the reason why one day soon i'ma be rich. haha.
i'm having fun, don't get me wrong, and it's challenging, so i'm enjoying myself. it's just that i sorta feel the pressure as early as now to excel and be noticed. they told us it was an internship thing, but whatever happens i'ma show them what i'm capable of and give them more than enough reason to keep me.
excited about yel coming to visit (and in time for my birthday, too). i miss my baby sister and how her insanity keeps me sane. i often wish all of us lived in the same house, but for now i have to respect everyone's decisions and just be patient and believe that one day soon we'll all be together again.
and that is the reason why one day soon i'ma be rich. haha.