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I've been off my meds since Friday. Symtoms vary, but right now I've got this feeling of detachment from the world, and my body. Strange. I'm at work, but I'd rather be at home investigating the exact nature of this. There's also some kind of nerve thing, similar to electrical charges but not as intense. Sometimes I hear something that also sounds like electricity from inside my head. Nausea.
The worst part though is the half lucid dreams/hallucinations I had last night. Severly disturbing and at times I wasn't sure it wasn't actually happening. One of them might be a plot for a book though. Or maybe a plot for a really fucked up movie. It involved a city that was somehow split in two, were even stuff like physics changed if you passed the border, which was in the middle of the main street. The city itself was somehow modelled on Lund, the city I live in, and me and my family belonged to this rebel group that were trying to unite the city through strange means that I don't quite remember.
...on second thought, reading what I just wrote it sounds more like I'm going crazy than the plot for anything at all. Well, I only have to live through two weeks of this before I'm completely off the meds. I admit that I started a bit earlier than I had planned, and without a doctor involved, but it was going to be done anyway. There might be new, better meds in my future, but not until I've gotten my new diagnosis.
The reason I've stop taking my meds right now is something rather mundane. I'm visiting my parents over the weekend and I forgot them at home :p