May 28, 2009 19:11
Studying today didn't go so well. It didn't actually go badly, if I'm honest with myself, but it wasn't brilliant, which induces a sort of low level stress in me, 'cause test in one week. On the other hand, I'm already stressed and this doesn't make that much of a difference. On the third hand (Zaphod!!) it will all be over in a week. I have to keep telling myself that.
Also today me and the girl I'm studying with, A, both realized that we where a bit aimless. Nothing we have done so far this week have been really all that focused on the test, so after dinner I'm going to write down everything I need to revise and then what I've already revised so far and what I'm going to focus on. Ok, so maybe a week before the test is a bit late for this, but meh. I'm an academic failure, this cannot be news to anyone. And I'm learning, slowly and somewhat, if not painfully then at least stressfully. And lots of angst and woe. Or something. I feel like I'm also a bit boring.
But something that is not boring is my neurophysiology book, because it's been marked by scented marking pens in no less than six different colours. It smells funny everytime I open it, and it's brilliant!!!
(Also also, writing about it lessens the stress, so this is some very cheap therapy)
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