UGH! Just woke up from a crazy nap (freakish dreams!). I was sooooo beat. I worked 11 plus hours yesterday in preparing for a BIG VP man coming to our store. Why did I stay so late? Because my Buddy Reza did not schedule me for the non drink making hours I asked for. He did not have enough people on. I swear Mr.Roboto song came in my head. I am a frappaccino making ROBOT! And I had to make my section of the store nice, so I had to do it after I was supposed to leave. It really pisses me off!
And so today the VP comes. We are all ready. Now I never expected him to chat my ear off, I mean it is Reza's store BUT I am the Assistant Manager. Take some fucking interest, I am "supposed" to be the future of Starbucks. Instead I was treated like a red headed step child. This company has no respect for anyone but the managers. Hell they get no respect either. I have a worse feeling in my gut for Starbucks then before. It makes me so mad. I put so much time in and I want to run. Sometimes I love it, or remember what I used to love. Most of the time I want to SCREAM!!! And in reality I do not know what else I should do. That is the worse thing ever!
So I need to be showering. I was going to lay low tonight. But
spookbaby just called. She wants me to see Bret Michaels or whomever from POISON at Mulcahy's. A bar that I used to go to in my early 20's. She has had a shit week and goes to my crazy shows so I am going. God help me!
I hope all is well with you cute kiddies. I have been popping in and out of your journals. Been so crazy lately. I do send you all much lovin!
TTFN
The Maven