BLAH!!!!!!!!!
Saturday night. Wish I was out, well I just was but I wish I was still out and busy. It has been a crazy week. My Dad was better, then really sick, a quick trip to Ohio, a drive back and BLAH! I have been home the last couple of days with my family as my Mom and Sister who were in Ohio the entire time are yuckola sick and my Step-Dad is all weak and stuff. It is horrible. I did take advantage of the sunshine today and layed in the backyard with my ipod for 2 hours. Now I am sun burnt as hell! Face hurts!! And I also made some play lists on the ipod. I also framed (FINALLY) all the pictures of spookbaby and I from the past 6 years of the "Dance with a Yellow Rose" which is the benefit for her Mom.
I got really restless tonight and wanted to do something. Have not spoken to the boy for 2 days. We had a really good night before I left and now nada. I know you are all like take your time and crap but I thought I made some headway with him. The thing is I do not want to get more involved and hurt if he does not feel the same. I mean I only like him, like him. But I do not want to get in deeper you know? I am not asking for a proposal or anything but just a fucking sign. He is the weirdest person I ever hung out with and he makes me feel like banging my head profusely against a wall at times. Other times he makes me smile and laugh my ass off. UGH! I fucking HATE HATE HATE dating. No wonder I was hiding in Frankie. It was easier!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry, bit tipsy. I did get to escape the house for a very late dinner with Michele and her friend from Texas (dear lord those Texans are sweet!!). We went to Waterzooi in RVC. It was nice, we sat on the back patio, had awesome martinis and muscles in a lobster sauce. Deeeeelish! Silly flirtations with the staff and giggles all around it was a good night. I just wished we went out more after. I really have a on of restless energy. I should sleep. I have a shower in the AM.
UGH! I am so fucked up. Things suck at my job because I had to leave. I hate Starbucks anyway. Reza expects me to scrub the floors on my hands and knees, while we are open in my 9:00am rush. It is bull shit. I am so fucking sick of it all. I need to do something with my life already before I SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
ARGH!
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I got really restless tonight and wanted to do something. Have not spoken to the boy for 2 days. We had a really good night before I left and now nada. I know you are all like take your time and crap but I thought I made some headway with him. The thing is I do not want to get more involved and hurt if he does not feel the same. I mean I only like him, like him. But I do not want to get in deeper you know? I am not asking for a proposal or anything but just a fucking sign. He is the weirdest person I ever hung out with and he makes me feel like banging my head profusely against a wall at times. Other times he makes me smile and laugh my ass off. UGH! I fucking HATE HATE HATE dating. No wonder I was hiding in Frankie. It was easier!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry, bit tipsy. I did get to escape the house for a very late dinner with Michele and her friend from Texas (dear lord those Texans are sweet!!). We went to Waterzooi in RVC. It was nice, we sat on the back patio, had awesome martinis and muscles in a lobster sauce. Deeeeelish! Silly flirtations with the staff and giggles all around it was a good night. I just wished we went out more after. I really have a on of restless energy. I should sleep. I have a shower in the AM.
UGH! I am so fucked up. Things suck at my job because I had to leave. I hate Starbucks anyway. Reza expects me to scrub the floors on my hands and knees, while we are open in my 9:00am rush. It is bull shit. I am so fucking sick of it all. I need to do something with my life already before I SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
ARGH!
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