My world falls apart in just 7 days
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Oh my god.
Oh my god, oh my god.
I can't even begin to explain what I feel.
It feels like he died.
He was here, a mere eight hours ago.
And then i watched him sentenced to 1-3 years in prison, handcuffed and taken away.
And that was it.
I can't call him. I can't text him.
On any normal Wednesday he'd just be arriving to my house after work.
I keep waiting for him to knock on the door, give my dog a kiss then hug me and tell me he missed me.
But he's not coming.
I haven't slept alone in over a year.
I can't sleep, I haven't eaten in two days.
I can't do this. I miss him so much.
He was here for me EVERYDAY for a year.
No matter what. If i was upset he was here in 15 minutes.
And i don't have him anymore.