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you were always there for me, you were the person i went to for everything, i needed you there for me, i needed to hear your voice and know someone cared about me, someone cared about what i had to say, i needed to see your smile and be able to smile and mean it, i liked you, i loved you, i still do, and it always sucks when you lose someone, and i thought i lost you for good, i needed your love, i needed to know someone liked me for all of me and not just what they thought i was like, i needed your support and understanding, i needed a friend, i needed you, things really went downhill when you stopped talking to me, it really angered and hurt me, it hurt so much, when i would try to call you and you`d either talk for a few minutes then have to go or just not even pick up, i tried calling you so much and you wouldn`t answer, to have someone so close and then they suddenly don`t want to talk to you or hang out with you anymore, they can`t even smile when you smile at them and if they do you know it`s not real, that hurts, it sucks pretending to be happy when all you want to do is cry especially when you see that person walk by and th ey pretend to not even see you..