this is your life, are you who you want to be?
The title of my entry is a song by switchfoot. i absolutely loVE it. and when i ask myself that question, for the most part, i believe right now, this moment in my life, i am pretty happy (and content) with my life. there are somet htings i would have done different. like, not spend so much on my credit card (and get in debt w/ my parents)... so that I wouldnt have to be working to pay them back. i could be saving for my apartment and things that i could get to decorate it. another thing would be to have gone to california and pursue the one thing i really want to do.acting. but, im here, in florida, going to college. yipee. but yes, i am not regretting going to college. because if acting doesnt work out i will have a back up plan. but i wish i had gone to california at times... you know, for schoool. that way i was already in the area. instead i have to wait til im done here. because, i dont think i could transfer to CA. it sounds ridiculous but i love the friends i have made in florida. how could i leave theM? but sometimes i really want to just go.
summer classes are coming out ok. calc and econ. calc i have an A right now. *who would have thought, me gettng an A? econ... probably is a B right now. I got an A- on my first essay, and a B on my first test... and i dont even want to know what i got on my 2nd essay that was due yesterday. it was on comperable worth and stuff... i totally bsed that paper worse then any other bs paper in my history of writing. because at least w/ like my lit stuff last year and anything else, i knew at least a little bit of what i had to talk about.. calc we have a test tomorrow on optimization (lord knows i sucked ass at that last yr in AP calc.) finally today, i actually started understanding it. (i have to get an A on the test. knock on wood)
moes is great. i always do the register and i always close the dining room. i take my time w/ it but i always do a kick ass job. definatly there is that quote "find a job you love to do, and you will never have to work a day in your life"-- something along the lines. and im not saying moes is where i want to work the rest of my life. all i think that quote should add is "or find a person you're attracted to, and you will WANt to go to work every day, and enjoy every minute of it." ---- ill leave it at that. cause those of you who know me, know the dealio...
my hair is dark brown again. im excited. i love the change. sometimes you just have to do something drastic or you wont feel completely satisfied.that means that all the Mean Girls have brown hair now... which brings me to my friends
Aneesah (Regina)and I (Karen) went to gators the other night. and there was along wait. but we managed to get in a lil quicker at least i thought. i love my enote lover. i dont know what id do with out her. sucks that we dont go to the same school.. well in a way it does. i like how we have had to learn to not being able to be by each other's side every day... idk if that makes sense but to me it does. college is to help us grow up and i think in ways it did... unfortunately im still somewhat of a pervert, or not pervert- well maybe- but like i mean, able to talk about sex 24-7 and have the most derogatory words. ? make sense? anywho... ya. so ya. love my aneesah.
kirsten, (gretchen)is like very funny girl. i mean, in a bitchy way kinda... ina good way. imean, whenever some stupid person does something in her life. (ie a rent a cop) she can spit out some smart ass funny comment to say to them. or behind your back.__ behind the back isnt just her though. thats every person in the world. anyways going on. her webster died and shes been sad about that. pooor dog. but its for the better he couldnt see anymore which was sad and in a sick way (sorry kirsten) funny. i mean, no bad alex bad. but u cant help giggle at him walkin into the counter. but she loved him needless to say.
when the three of us go out its fun. we're guaranteed to laugh a LOT til our tummys hurt. we are the mean girls. and i dont think any other girls fit the description as much as the three of us do. im sorry to you people who think you "sound like them". no you dont so shut ur mouth. see, our personalities, and our mannorisms (if that is aword) are just like karen, gretchen , and regina. seriously. im proud of that!
past couple of days i got up at 6am to go for an early run b4 my 8am class. today i was gone 30 min because i didnt know where i went. i had an idea. but the road was longer than i had expected. way longer. so ya.
i miss my girls from tally too. i hate that tthey all live in the boca/ miami area. how inconvenient. melissa and laura are supposed to come up july 4th wkend which makes me happy. bc they i think are goin to tamra's? i dk. but speaking of tamra andtrudy. they live like 15 min away and we havent hung out yet! wtf?
that goes for all my friends though. everyone is so loaded w/ school and work that no one has time for anyone. everyone has to make money for college and stuff. its crazy. so you dont see people as much as youd like. eh an that ducks. sorry sucks. well im tired. and ithink im hallucinating... bye all!
PS have u ever noticed that some of the mood icons are wierd for the moood you're trying to show? i mean, look the flirty one i have. how ugly is that? i mean, im keepin it because im feeling flirty, or at least i will later at work. but ya... k bye
summer classes are coming out ok. calc and econ. calc i have an A right now. *who would have thought, me gettng an A? econ... probably is a B right now. I got an A- on my first essay, and a B on my first test... and i dont even want to know what i got on my 2nd essay that was due yesterday. it was on comperable worth and stuff... i totally bsed that paper worse then any other bs paper in my history of writing. because at least w/ like my lit stuff last year and anything else, i knew at least a little bit of what i had to talk about.. calc we have a test tomorrow on optimization (lord knows i sucked ass at that last yr in AP calc.) finally today, i actually started understanding it. (i have to get an A on the test. knock on wood)
moes is great. i always do the register and i always close the dining room. i take my time w/ it but i always do a kick ass job. definatly there is that quote "find a job you love to do, and you will never have to work a day in your life"-- something along the lines. and im not saying moes is where i want to work the rest of my life. all i think that quote should add is "or find a person you're attracted to, and you will WANt to go to work every day, and enjoy every minute of it." ---- ill leave it at that. cause those of you who know me, know the dealio...
my hair is dark brown again. im excited. i love the change. sometimes you just have to do something drastic or you wont feel completely satisfied.that means that all the Mean Girls have brown hair now... which brings me to my friends
Aneesah (Regina)and I (Karen) went to gators the other night. and there was along wait. but we managed to get in a lil quicker at least i thought. i love my enote lover. i dont know what id do with out her. sucks that we dont go to the same school.. well in a way it does. i like how we have had to learn to not being able to be by each other's side every day... idk if that makes sense but to me it does. college is to help us grow up and i think in ways it did... unfortunately im still somewhat of a pervert, or not pervert- well maybe- but like i mean, able to talk about sex 24-7 and have the most derogatory words. ? make sense? anywho... ya. so ya. love my aneesah.
kirsten, (gretchen)is like very funny girl. i mean, in a bitchy way kinda... ina good way. imean, whenever some stupid person does something in her life. (ie a rent a cop) she can spit out some smart ass funny comment to say to them. or behind your back.__ behind the back isnt just her though. thats every person in the world. anyways going on. her webster died and shes been sad about that. pooor dog. but its for the better he couldnt see anymore which was sad and in a sick way (sorry kirsten) funny. i mean, no bad alex bad. but u cant help giggle at him walkin into the counter. but she loved him needless to say.
when the three of us go out its fun. we're guaranteed to laugh a LOT til our tummys hurt. we are the mean girls. and i dont think any other girls fit the description as much as the three of us do. im sorry to you people who think you "sound like them". no you dont so shut ur mouth. see, our personalities, and our mannorisms (if that is aword) are just like karen, gretchen , and regina. seriously. im proud of that!
past couple of days i got up at 6am to go for an early run b4 my 8am class. today i was gone 30 min because i didnt know where i went. i had an idea. but the road was longer than i had expected. way longer. so ya.
i miss my girls from tally too. i hate that tthey all live in the boca/ miami area. how inconvenient. melissa and laura are supposed to come up july 4th wkend which makes me happy. bc they i think are goin to tamra's? i dk. but speaking of tamra andtrudy. they live like 15 min away and we havent hung out yet! wtf?
that goes for all my friends though. everyone is so loaded w/ school and work that no one has time for anyone. everyone has to make money for college and stuff. its crazy. so you dont see people as much as youd like. eh an that ducks. sorry sucks. well im tired. and ithink im hallucinating... bye all!
PS have u ever noticed that some of the mood icons are wierd for the moood you're trying to show? i mean, look the flirty one i have. how ugly is that? i mean, im keepin it because im feeling flirty, or at least i will later at work. but ya... k bye