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Feb 18, 2007 16:22


6 days of lui are done
it's been 4 hours since i've left TO
and I already have the sick feeling of missing him. 
infact the moment i got in my car and watched him 
walk back inside, i felt the twinge of longing. 
call it being pathetic, call it needy, call it whatever you want. 
i call it being truely, deeply, madly in love. 
i've never known it possible to love someone so much. 
to spend every waking hour, thinking about someone. 
to spend every sleeping hour dream ing of them . 
i know this sounds redundent, but it's the truth. 
i never knew it was possible to feel so completely comfortable with someone. 
to beable to talk about everything and anything or nothing at all.

now he's gone for a week. 
it's nothing like a month and a half. 
but im still going to miss him.

not to mention i have a drawing / english test on thursday for uni. 
followed by an interview. 
im super super super scared. 
the last interview i had was for ocad. 
we all know how that turned out. 
Lui along with every one has full faith in me. 
but im still scared. 
scratch that. 
petrified. 
i know i'll be fine. 
regardless of what happens. 
i have amazing friends, family and most importantly 
an amazingly wonderful boyfriend. 
they will all be there for me. 
i can't thank them all enough. or show them how much it means. 
<3

I've been listening to Dallas Green all afternoon. 
"the sheets are stained with memories of your soft kiss..." 
"can i have you??"

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