can't you feel it
It's been a while since i've posted.
life has changed for me.
ever since june 4th
life as i knew it has seased to exsist.
i no longer dance with a studio.
i no longer am in school.
i no longer am single.
all the dreams i once had
are well, still there.
but they don't seem as important.
it seems i've adopted new characteristics,
habbits and vocabulary.
it's not so much that i've totally changed.
i'd like to think of it as evolving, and learning.
i've decided that all i want in life are the following;
a husband
a house
children
my own studio
it might not seem like much to you,
but it would mean the world to me.
i could be quite content waking up every morning,
getting the kids ready for school.
dropping them off,
getting groceries,
cleaning the house,
picking them up,
making dinner,
helping them with their homework,
sitting and talking to my husband over coffee,
tucking the kids in bed,
relaxing,
and at the end of the day cuddling in bed with my husband.
O, and add teaching at my studio in there some where.
here is a little secret .... just between you and I.
im just scared that it won't ever happen.
im petrified that i'll end up alone,
no children,
no studio.
stuck in some dead end job.