god damn his smile

[martini_kiss_18]

So when i was little my mom had a friend named cathy that she knew since the third grade. Cathy had a daughetr who was only about 2 years younger then me, mackenzie. Mackenzie and i would play together all the time, we were pretty good friends. When i was about 13, cathy was having problems with her husband so they moved to georgia with her mom, and she found out she was having a baby. we would see cathy mackenzie and madaline on the holidays and every now and then just randomly.

One thing that bothy cathy and my mom are terrified of, as well as me-are car crashes. They lost their best friend in a crash. she got hit by a drunk driver.

Last night i got home and saw that cathy was calling my house alot, i never answer it because i dont care for her too much. i thought nothing of it.

this morning i called my mom to see how she was, and she told me fine, and they were coming home tonight. i gave her crap and asked why she was coming home so early and she said shes flying to georgia. and i asked why, she said that mackenzie died in a car accident last night.one of her friends moms had been driving her home, and lost control on a dirt road and ran the car into a peacan tree. mackenzie died instantly.

now im just in aw over it all. Ive never been so close to some one lost in a car crash. it just scares me even more. :(

today i have work ...eew

i feel so sick..

i hate it.