Apr 24, 2005 00:43
IT'S COOL THAT THE ONLY PERSON I WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY IS THE EXACT PERSON THAT DOESN'T&YOU DON'T EVEN NOTICE THAT IT KILLS ME EVERY TIME YOU TALK ABOUT IT. TOO BAD THIS ENTRY WILL JUST MAKE EVERYONE WONDER WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT BECAUSE NOBODY REALLY KNOWS HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS SITUATION. TOO BAD EVERYTHING ANYONE EVER SAYS TO HELP IS MADE IRRELEVANT DUE TO THE FACT THAT YOU SIMPLY DON'T GIVE A RAT'S ASS. TOO BAD I WOULD KILL FOR YOU TO CARE. TOO BAD I MANAGED TO PISS OFF THE ONLY PERSON THAT REMOTELY UNDERSTANDS. TOO BAD I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND YOU THINK I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU. TOO BAD I COULD LIGHT MY FUCKING FACE ON FIRE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND YOU WOULDN'T NOTICE ME. TOO BAD YOU HAVE NO CLUE THAT MY HEART FEELS LIKE IT'S GOING TO FALL OUT OF MY ASS EVERY TIME YOU IGNORE ME. TOO BAD THIS COULD BE DIRECTED AT SO MANY PEOPLE, NONE OF WHOM WILL TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS. TOO BAD YOU COULD RULE THE WORLD AND I CAN'T EVEN WALK IN A STRAIGHT LINE. TOO BAD YOU'RE NOT AS AWESOME AS EVERYONE THINKS YOU ARE. TOO BAD NOBODY CAN TELL. TOO BAD THIS IS WAY TOO MANY OCCASIONS OF SAYING 'TOO BAD'.
TOO BAD THAT SONG I WROTE FOR ENGLISH WAS SO FUCKING EMO &PATHETIC AND TOOK NO EFFORT WHATSOEVER BECAUSE I'M JUST THAT RETARDED.
I CAN'T EVEN TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T NEED ME AS MUCH AS I NEED YOU.
I'M HOPING THAT'S JUST A LIE I'M CONSTRUCTING TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY.
THIS WHOLE ENTRY WILL JUST BE ANOTHER ADDITION TO THE LIST OF REASONS WHY I CAN'T STAND MYSELF AT ALL.
YOU WOULD PROBABLY AGREE WITH THAT.