Jan 11, 2007 11:45
Pedro and Claire take my happiness up another ten levels.
They really know how to make me smile.
College tour on sunday. That's pretty exciting.
It's also kind of a slap in the face, where does the time go?
Today is his birthday.
As much as I shouldn't care, I hope his day is wonderful.
I hope he realizes that he is no longer a little boy.
It's time to find out what this life has to offer,
and open his eyes to how people are supposed to be treated,
& the way he's been treating me for the past three months..
is uncalled for.
Anyways, all in all. Happy Birthday Chris.
-10 more days until I've known you for one year, too bad i cant talk to you anymore.
all i wanted from all this, was to be able to say..
"I don't regret it."
and thats what i got from this past year.
i DONT regret it.
i just wish it turned out differently.
but thats not the case,
but ill be okay. =)
things are looking up..
and each day changes everything.
the next change will be for the better, and im ready.