this could be a brand new start
"And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning."
So, these past few months ive dissapointed a lot of people. I've screwed up a bunch, and i've been just plain stupid and selfish. Im done with that. Im starting over, becoming who i used to be. I liked that person. Its weird to think that was only five or so months ago, but im changing back. Back to someone i like...someone other people like. I want to be happy with myself and if i keep doing these stupid things then i'll never be happy. So, this is a brand new start! I know the people i need in my life and the people i dont need. Im sorry to anyone ive hurt with my stupid actions and words. Im excited about this change because i know things are going to get better and i'll be happier along with the people around me. To be honest im really very scared at the same time, not even sure why. But this will be good. i know it.
Ive been listening to the postal service a lot lately and it makes me happy. I like them very much. I borrowed the head automatica cd from sara...im starting to really like that one too.
Im getting a job soon. Which should also help get me back on track. I need more responsibility in my life, thats for sure.
So, heres to a new start. No screwing up.
<33much love.
This could be a brand new start, with you.
And it will be clear
If I wake up and you're still here with me in the morning."
So, these past few months ive dissapointed a lot of people. I've screwed up a bunch, and i've been just plain stupid and selfish. Im done with that. Im starting over, becoming who i used to be. I liked that person. Its weird to think that was only five or so months ago, but im changing back. Back to someone i like...someone other people like. I want to be happy with myself and if i keep doing these stupid things then i'll never be happy. So, this is a brand new start! I know the people i need in my life and the people i dont need. Im sorry to anyone ive hurt with my stupid actions and words. Im excited about this change because i know things are going to get better and i'll be happier along with the people around me. To be honest im really very scared at the same time, not even sure why. But this will be good. i know it.
Ive been listening to the postal service a lot lately and it makes me happy. I like them very much. I borrowed the head automatica cd from sara...im starting to really like that one too.
Im getting a job soon. Which should also help get me back on track. I need more responsibility in my life, thats for sure.
So, heres to a new start. No screwing up.
<33much love.