Dream log again (number 4?) - Musical breakdowns and queer advice
(ok, just gonna get this translated from swedish. writing anything substantial from scratch right now seems tough, but this should work)
Nervous breakdown in musical form. Confessions in front of... transvestite? Some person who is very understanding and whom I judge to be very likeable, and queer. Moving from a café environment where other people are also present to climbing on a corner cupboard. A young person whom I am somehow responsible for, known as Pink, is also there. Becomes angry at me for instability and self-centeredness, but also because I more or less kick him (?) during the climbing. Toward the end of the dream I want to "get myself in shape" for Pink and I feel that I find in me a new calm that lets me do that, but I also worry about whether this will hold.
Nervous breakdown in musical form. Confessions in front of... transvestite? Some person who is very understanding and whom I judge to be very likeable, and queer. Moving from a café environment where other people are also present to climbing on a corner cupboard. A young person whom I am somehow responsible for, known as Pink, is also there. Becomes angry at me for instability and self-centeredness, but also because I more or less kick him (?) during the climbing. Toward the end of the dream I want to "get myself in shape" for Pink and I feel that I find in me a new calm that lets me do that, but I also worry about whether this will hold.