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Sometimes I really hate myself. I sit here with all my law research spread out in front of me. Yet here I am playing a game of Spider. Just one more game... But it's never just one. And as time ticks by, each precious minute that I could be writing this essay, all I'm doing is putting it off to the next minute, and the minute after that. I really do hate myself for not being able to force myself to do something when I should do it, not when I desperately need to do it cos it's due the next day. But I guess the end story is as long as I do it, then that's okay...
I love Fridays. Not because it means the weekend is here. I don't even mind my 8am workshops. And you know why? Fridays are my "guy" days. My 8am Econometrics workshop is run by a cute guy called Hamish who looks like Adam in Smallville. Then my Accounting tutor Scott is pretty good looking, funny, makes an effort to make class both helpful and interesting and actually is enthusiastic about getting to know us. Josh (the cool Malay dude) sits on my right and well, he's cool, funny, nice, entertaining and interesting to talk to. And sitting on my left is Adrian who I've known since primary but lost touch in high school and we just found each other again. Oh and he walks me to Redfern Station afterwards and we both catch the Hurstville. And today he came shopping with me for a Mother's Day present and he even ventured into the crowded Asian grocery store to hold my things whilst I picked out some vegies that my mum made me go buy. See why I love Fridays?!
Anyways I got my commercial law assignment back. I did so shit, only managed to scrap by on a pass. Stupid 1000 word limit. It was impossible to go into any depth at all. But I also got my stats exam back too and I got 13/15 so that was awesome. I could have gotten full marks but there was this stupid little mistake I did which cost me heaps. I had it sooooo close, it was within my reach yet I couldn't grab it =( But I'm still happy with 13 I guess. At least it's an improvement on my last exam where I got 11/14. It's okay I guess, lots of people only got like 7s or 8s so I should be happy. Accounting and Micro exams will suck like waaaaay more than these two. And I still have to do this law essay that I'm meant to be doing right now. UGH.
I'm not a particular fan of the past. I've done some things and some things have happened that I really don't want to relive or go through again. But lately I've been feeling this magnetic pull towards it. It was a pretty dark and depressing time full of dramas (wow Ds...have I mentioned this weird thing I have with going out with guys whose names begin with D?). It's not anyone's fault, it's just me thinking about it, digging it all up and trying to make sense of where it all went wrong. Sometimes I miss it, sometimes I don't, sometimes I just wanna forget how it all happened.
I love Fridays. Not because it means the weekend is here. I don't even mind my 8am workshops. And you know why? Fridays are my "guy" days. My 8am Econometrics workshop is run by a cute guy called Hamish who looks like Adam in Smallville. Then my Accounting tutor Scott is pretty good looking, funny, makes an effort to make class both helpful and interesting and actually is enthusiastic about getting to know us. Josh (the cool Malay dude) sits on my right and well, he's cool, funny, nice, entertaining and interesting to talk to. And sitting on my left is Adrian who I've known since primary but lost touch in high school and we just found each other again. Oh and he walks me to Redfern Station afterwards and we both catch the Hurstville. And today he came shopping with me for a Mother's Day present and he even ventured into the crowded Asian grocery store to hold my things whilst I picked out some vegies that my mum made me go buy. See why I love Fridays?!
Anyways I got my commercial law assignment back. I did so shit, only managed to scrap by on a pass. Stupid 1000 word limit. It was impossible to go into any depth at all. But I also got my stats exam back too and I got 13/15 so that was awesome. I could have gotten full marks but there was this stupid little mistake I did which cost me heaps. I had it sooooo close, it was within my reach yet I couldn't grab it =( But I'm still happy with 13 I guess. At least it's an improvement on my last exam where I got 11/14. It's okay I guess, lots of people only got like 7s or 8s so I should be happy. Accounting and Micro exams will suck like waaaaay more than these two. And I still have to do this law essay that I'm meant to be doing right now. UGH.
I'm not a particular fan of the past. I've done some things and some things have happened that I really don't want to relive or go through again. But lately I've been feeling this magnetic pull towards it. It was a pretty dark and depressing time full of dramas (wow Ds...have I mentioned this weird thing I have with going out with guys whose names begin with D?). It's not anyone's fault, it's just me thinking about it, digging it all up and trying to make sense of where it all went wrong. Sometimes I miss it, sometimes I don't, sometimes I just wanna forget how it all happened.