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My desk is a mess. If I took a photo of it you'd understand. It's like notes have decided that they deserve their own little place and once chosen, never moves. MATHS says hi. Yeah I've been doing so much of it that it's started talking back. Have I scared you yet? My bed has become my study desk. Actually that's a lie cos I don't really study on my bed. I just lie here and think about stuff.
It's funny really. I'm so over this HSC thing. I'm not really too stressed out. So I relax and stretch out on my bed. But then I get up and start worrying because I hear stories of all these people who are studying like mad at State and I'm like lying on my bed relaxing. So then I start panicking and do work for um, about 15 minutes before I lie back down on my bed and congratulate myself on the work that I've done.
I haven't left the house for almost a week now. Not even for like fresh air, sun, a run or to just collect the paper or mail. I haven't really spoken to anyone using my voice. I don't know if I still have one anymore cos I don't really need to use it. Actually I used to talk to my dog. But I stopped when she stopped replying to me. In my head I mean. Geez I'm not that much of a loser!
I love how out of like the 50 people I have on my MSN list from my grade, over half of them are online at any one time. They put their status on "away" but I know they're all really there, procrastinating and hoping that someone will talk to them. I know because I'm one of those people hehe But then I talk to people who are either the grade below or grade above me. I haven't stooped to the level of talking to randoms...yet. But I've got a month to go, so I probably will start.
What should I do straight after the HSC? Yes apart from having to immediately go shopping for formal >.< I hate shopping for dresses and shoes and girly stuff. And no I'm NOT wearing pink. But then I want to go drinking (not clubbing cos that involves dancing and I don't dance) and karoke again. Because I have discovered that no matter how stupid you sound, you just have to make sure there's someone worse and you're fine =D Besides a couple of drinks later, everyone sounds the same. And maybe I'll go to Melbourne. Eric's offered his place and he'll be driving by then with his Nissan Skyline hehe right? And well Kate's offered too. And Jana. Wow suddenly I feel popular =P Lovely people. CHEER UP ERIC. I decided to write that, I'm feeling rather random all of a sudden.
Things I want to do after HSC:
Read lots and lots of books - I haven't read anything (except BNW and KL for class) since Year 11
Catch up with lots of people - hell make that everyone
PARTY
Drink - responsibly of course
Rent out all the movies I wanted to watch but never got to go see
Sleep for 24 hours straight
Burn my assessment notices - I kept them for a good reason =D
Go shopping - not for clothes or girly stuff but for electronic gear (I still haven't bought my mp3 player yet)
Take a photo at every train station with Rachael
Clean my room and get rid of all my junk - by junk I mean textbooks and notes
Sit in front of the tv all day without being told off
Learn to drive hehe I will...eventually
It's not complete yet. I'll add more when I remember all the stuff I want to do. You know I could study right now. But where's the fun in that? =P
It's funny really. I'm so over this HSC thing. I'm not really too stressed out. So I relax and stretch out on my bed. But then I get up and start worrying because I hear stories of all these people who are studying like mad at State and I'm like lying on my bed relaxing. So then I start panicking and do work for um, about 15 minutes before I lie back down on my bed and congratulate myself on the work that I've done.
I haven't left the house for almost a week now. Not even for like fresh air, sun, a run or to just collect the paper or mail. I haven't really spoken to anyone using my voice. I don't know if I still have one anymore cos I don't really need to use it. Actually I used to talk to my dog. But I stopped when she stopped replying to me. In my head I mean. Geez I'm not that much of a loser!
I love how out of like the 50 people I have on my MSN list from my grade, over half of them are online at any one time. They put their status on "away" but I know they're all really there, procrastinating and hoping that someone will talk to them. I know because I'm one of those people hehe But then I talk to people who are either the grade below or grade above me. I haven't stooped to the level of talking to randoms...yet. But I've got a month to go, so I probably will start.
What should I do straight after the HSC? Yes apart from having to immediately go shopping for formal >.< I hate shopping for dresses and shoes and girly stuff. And no I'm NOT wearing pink. But then I want to go drinking (not clubbing cos that involves dancing and I don't dance) and karoke again. Because I have discovered that no matter how stupid you sound, you just have to make sure there's someone worse and you're fine =D Besides a couple of drinks later, everyone sounds the same. And maybe I'll go to Melbourne. Eric's offered his place and he'll be driving by then with his Nissan Skyline hehe right? And well Kate's offered too. And Jana. Wow suddenly I feel popular =P Lovely people. CHEER UP ERIC. I decided to write that, I'm feeling rather random all of a sudden.
Things I want to do after HSC:
Read lots and lots of books - I haven't read anything (except BNW and KL for class) since Year 11
Catch up with lots of people - hell make that everyone
PARTY
Drink - responsibly of course
Rent out all the movies I wanted to watch but never got to go see
Sleep for 24 hours straight
Burn my assessment notices - I kept them for a good reason =D
Go shopping - not for clothes or girly stuff but for electronic gear (I still haven't bought my mp3 player yet)
Take a photo at every train station with Rachael
Clean my room and get rid of all my junk - by junk I mean textbooks and notes
Sit in front of the tv all day without being told off
Learn to drive hehe I will...eventually
It's not complete yet. I'll add more when I remember all the stuff I want to do. You know I could study right now. But where's the fun in that? =P