June 10, 2008
Today was a rough day. My mind not functioning properly. Everything is a blur and I just don't know if I want to try and stay in "reality" or not. I am begining to think that holding up inside myself, even with my mosters, is the better of the two choices.
Don't get me wrong I have a lot of good things going for me, but the weight of the not so good is pulling my under like a strong undertoe. There is not much energy left to stay afloat in it all.
Sleeping has been going well the last couple of weeks so I am sure this is part of the problem.
Maybe journaling will help, so this starts my regular journal entries.
Don't get me wrong I have a lot of good things going for me, but the weight of the not so good is pulling my under like a strong undertoe. There is not much energy left to stay afloat in it all.
Sleeping has been going well the last couple of weeks so I am sure this is part of the problem.
Maybe journaling will help, so this starts my regular journal entries.