May 05, 2005 22:42
im so sorry...i wish i were different, but im not. i did a stupid thing, and i regret it. theres nothing i can do to change it, i can only hope for the best. the only bad thing is that the best wont have me. it hurts no matter what, and knowing that it is out of my hands only puts salt in the wound. im sorry i ever caused u any pain, but i want u to kno my intentions werent bad, only selfish. if i could id give ne thing in the world to take it back, and id do anything just to kno u trust me again. wat i did was bad. not just bad, it was horrible. ive lost respect for myself, and ive gained respect for u and the way u are taking it. i can only do two things...hope for forgiveness and hope u will say u love me again.