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So my mom called yesterday to say we have a flight out to Arizona for the weekend of the 22nd or something... It's one year from then that Auntie died, and I guess my mom doesn't want Grandma to be alone. I reallllyyyy do not like talking about her, so this whole trip is going to be uncomfortable knowing she's the whole reason we're there. I also get angry when my mom cries all the time.. I know it should make me angry, and I really don't know why it does.. but I get really pissed off when my family cries. Then I feel like an asshole because I'm the only one not crying.. I can't even enjoy the sun of Arizona because it's like 110 degrees outside. ew.