My Helpless Butterfly
Title : “My Helpless Butterfly”
Author : Mars
Rating : PG-15 FOR NOW
Starring : Hey! Say! JUMP’s Yamada Ryosuke & KAT-TUN’s Kamenashi Kazuya and all friends
It’s been 5 minutes since yamada ryosuke (18) got his unexpected visitor. It’s rare for johnnys to get visitor on their rehearsal time. It usually an urgent family needs, or some relatives from work. But it’s different for today.
“yama-chan, please don’t panic”
“how could I !? I mean, look chinen. She brought a baby, a real baby” the older one shouted at chinen, the others could only stay silent, they’re all confused. Just a while ago a girl came to meet yamada ryosuke. She brings her baby with her, and said that the baby was yamada’s. he walks around, making circles while others watching. “this is my fault” yabu finally break the silence. “if only I didn’t ask you to come to the bar that night” yamada turned and looked at 9 close friends of his. “what? You all think I did this?” he said. “that night, when you all took me to the bar.. I drink a little and talk to her. I just remember that, and next morning I woke up on the hotel room. I don’t know anything, I’m not sure if we did it or not.. I didn’t mean to.. I’m drunk…”
“yama-chan…” chinen tapped his shoulder with worries.
“he’s-he’s right, she could be lying. You know.. fans” Ryutaro tried to save the day. “but she wouldn’t go this far, and the security let her in. that wouldn’t be possible” keito answered. “but that baby, he’s already 1 year or such right? I mean.. why now?” hikaru said making yamada’s head spin faster. “yama-chan, I think you should talk to him” yamada looked at chinen cute worried face and sighed. “wait…”
-
The girl, looked familiar to him somehow. Yamada took a seat in front of her. “do you want my money or what” the hey say jump members were all shocked by yamada’s first sentence. “what!? What did you say!? No! I don’t want your money you---“
“then what do you want!? I don’t remember anything. It’s one year ago. You said he’s 1 year old now. I mean why now? Why not 1 year ago, so all of this didn’t happen!? I don’t believe you!”
“I don’t want everyone to hurt him. I don’t really want you to know that time, because you’d told me to do an abortion” that girl inhales oxygen and barely let them out. She’s telling the truth, yamada tought. He remembered that night he met her and talked because all the members were having a personal party, and he’s not in the mood that time. Yamada take a good look at them once again,
The girl looks mature, maybe older than him. she’s slim but shorter than him. Her tired face and wavy messy hair can’t hide her prettiness. Actually yamada would like her in other situation. And then the baby she was carrying, who’s resting on her arms peacefully. The baby looks chubby, with his small body of one year old. and somehow he looked like yamada with that big eyes. He realized that he was smiling looking at the cute child’s face. “he’s cute, ne?” yamada nodded, and tried to go back to the topic.
“oh god” he rested his head on his palm. “so.. what do you want, you’re going to tell everyone? That I’m a 17 years old idol who already have a child?” the girl instantly shooked. “please, you’re driving me crazy”
“what, you’re afraid that I will force you to marry me? And I will take all your money? Or maybe you just want to kill me so bad or ruining your popularity, and all your glamorous life?”
“urusai! Watch your words!”
“hu-huw-huwweee----“
Suddenly the little baby whines and let out small cry. Maybe because of yamada’s raised tones. “c-chou, hey, hey shhh shh-“ the girl tries to calm the little one. “i-I’m sorry” yamada can’t bare looking at such a little cute baby cried because afraid of him. “I’m sorry” he touched the baby’s chubby cheek. Feels so soft. “I’m sorry shh-shh” yamada patted on the little boy. “chounosuke”
“what?”
“his name..” she looked down, embarrassed for saying the familiar name to yamada. “chou?” yamada asked. “nice name.. what’s your name?”
“m-mayu” the girl answered nervously. “oh, you named him after you.. mayu, then chou” the girl named mayu nodded. Little chou’s cry has been quieted down a little. “I just, want you to know. That he exist. And I want him to have father, but I didn’t asked you to marry me.. I just want him to meet you” mayu said. Yamada looked at them silently minutes after. “how did you manage to raise him all this time?”
“I work” she answered simply.
Yamada quickly took a pen on the table and wrote on a little note. “kore” he handed her the note. “w-what is this?” asked mayu. “I need time to think. It’s so sudden.. this is my email, my phone number and fax. Tell me if you need something, you should at least make appointment before meeting me.. okay”
The confused girl nods as she took the memo paper from the table. “ano, shitsureishimasu”
“chotto! You should at least tell me your email too!”
But the mysterious girl already left in hurry. Maybe she feels guilty for doing this.
*
BRUGH!
“waaaah!”
“sumimasen!” mayu bowed numerously, knowing he just bumped to a man on her way out of the building. “ow..” the man in front of him rubbed his head. Still didn’t face her. “I’m so sorry, I’m in a hurry-!” mayu resumed running leaving him.
“ow.. what was that..” kamenashi kazuya (25) the K from KAT-TUN who just came back from a photoshoot. “kamenashi-kun!” someone called, and walked towards him. “ah ueda, hi” he smiled, still rubbing his head. “we’re waiting for you. Eh? What happened?” ueda asked looking at his partner. “ah nande mo nai. A girl just bumped to me, and.. a-ittai” he hissed. “ah she runs really fast”
-
“mayumi arimura. 20 years old. Works part time, didn’t have parents, and lives in a low-class apartement near the river bank” inoo put some papers on the table. “that’s all the information I can get”
“20 years old” yamada murmured. “it’s not your fault yama-chan, you’re drunk” said yuto. “I don’t know.. I really don’t know. I don’ know” yamada mess his hairs with his fingers in stress. “so what are you going to do now?” yabu said. “yabu-kun!” chinen shouted. “hey he has to make deesicions. We don’t know if this is all true or not, so we couldn’t just ignore it! So what, you want to sit there while she’s going to tell all the media that the cute yamada ryosuke from Hey! Say! JUMP actually have a child? And what about us?”
“YABU-KUN!”
Chinen voice raised. Making the room of 10 person silent. “i-I’m sorry” yabu said. “I’m just worried” chinen turned to yamada who closed his eyes. Isn’t it normal? He’s just 18 and he’s having a really good time, fun work, popularity, nice fans. Fun times with his friends in his youth, all of it. All of it is going to disappear?
“I will find a way to know, and solve the problem” yamada said firmly.
“I won’t make troubles for the group. I love the group too much, I don’t want to break it because of my stupidity. I’m so sorry for all the troubles” yamada stood and bowed. “ya-yama-chan..” yamada hurried to the door and left..
*
Hey, I just want to solve our problems
But I don’t know why.
Please don’t tell the media,
I don’t want to broke Hey! Say! JUMP
Yamada
Yamada looked at his phone screen again, and put his thumb on the green button. “oi yamada-kuuuun~” someone tapped his shoulder, he hurriedly closed his cellphone and turned. “oh! Koki-kun! Kamenashi-kun! Konnichiwa” he grinned at the two seniors. Sometimes he met seniors on the parking lot but today they met on the coffe shop near the johnny’s building. The building is not really visible or looked official or something, it just looked like a usuall office. So people won’t know. The shop there are organized too.
“seat’s empty?” koki asked.
“a-dozoo, dozoo!” yamada nods his head.
“the usual?”. “the usual please” kame smiled to koki’s question. He, junno, koki and nakamaru usually get here after rehearsals. “hee, why are you alone here yama-chan? Where’s yuto-kun and the others?” kame asked, while fixing his brownish hair. “iie, i-I’m just.. I just feel taking a break alone today”. “hmmm” kame nodded and opened his cellphone too. “ano… kamenashi-kun”
“hm?” kame just rolled his eyes to yamada without moving a bit. So tempting. No wonder why she made many girls screamed, yamada tought. “c-can I ask you a weird question?” kame chuckled a little and fixed his gestures. “I’m used to weird question”
“if, suddenly.. a girl came to you, with a child. And she said he was yours. What would you do?”
“heeeee?”
“i-I told you.. it’s weird”
“hmm.. well. First I will found out wether it’s true or not of course. But if it’s really true, of course I would take full responsible for what I’ve done. That’s a must right? Like it or not” yamada nodded, as expected. The answer from a matured man. But he’s not yet mature.
“eh, but why are you asking---“
“ta-daaam~ coffe coffe” koki suddenly came with their order.
“i-I’m sorry I have to go, see you later. Thank you so much” yamada bowed and ran out.
“e-eeee-but, but I just brought him a strawberry juice” koki said, confused. “now who’s going to drink it?”
he added, looking at kame. “e? me? No no-no I don’t like strawberries!”
To be continued,
Sorry its so messy I'm on my phone man
Author : Mars
Rating : PG-15 FOR NOW
Starring : Hey! Say! JUMP’s Yamada Ryosuke & KAT-TUN’s Kamenashi Kazuya and all friends
It’s been 5 minutes since yamada ryosuke (18) got his unexpected visitor. It’s rare for johnnys to get visitor on their rehearsal time. It usually an urgent family needs, or some relatives from work. But it’s different for today.
“yama-chan, please don’t panic”
“how could I !? I mean, look chinen. She brought a baby, a real baby” the older one shouted at chinen, the others could only stay silent, they’re all confused. Just a while ago a girl came to meet yamada ryosuke. She brings her baby with her, and said that the baby was yamada’s. he walks around, making circles while others watching. “this is my fault” yabu finally break the silence. “if only I didn’t ask you to come to the bar that night” yamada turned and looked at 9 close friends of his. “what? You all think I did this?” he said. “that night, when you all took me to the bar.. I drink a little and talk to her. I just remember that, and next morning I woke up on the hotel room. I don’t know anything, I’m not sure if we did it or not.. I didn’t mean to.. I’m drunk…”
“yama-chan…” chinen tapped his shoulder with worries.
“he’s-he’s right, she could be lying. You know.. fans” Ryutaro tried to save the day. “but she wouldn’t go this far, and the security let her in. that wouldn’t be possible” keito answered. “but that baby, he’s already 1 year or such right? I mean.. why now?” hikaru said making yamada’s head spin faster. “yama-chan, I think you should talk to him” yamada looked at chinen cute worried face and sighed. “wait…”
-
The girl, looked familiar to him somehow. Yamada took a seat in front of her. “do you want my money or what” the hey say jump members were all shocked by yamada’s first sentence. “what!? What did you say!? No! I don’t want your money you---“
“then what do you want!? I don’t remember anything. It’s one year ago. You said he’s 1 year old now. I mean why now? Why not 1 year ago, so all of this didn’t happen!? I don’t believe you!”
“I don’t want everyone to hurt him. I don’t really want you to know that time, because you’d told me to do an abortion” that girl inhales oxygen and barely let them out. She’s telling the truth, yamada tought. He remembered that night he met her and talked because all the members were having a personal party, and he’s not in the mood that time. Yamada take a good look at them once again,
The girl looks mature, maybe older than him. she’s slim but shorter than him. Her tired face and wavy messy hair can’t hide her prettiness. Actually yamada would like her in other situation. And then the baby she was carrying, who’s resting on her arms peacefully. The baby looks chubby, with his small body of one year old. and somehow he looked like yamada with that big eyes. He realized that he was smiling looking at the cute child’s face. “he’s cute, ne?” yamada nodded, and tried to go back to the topic.
“oh god” he rested his head on his palm. “so.. what do you want, you’re going to tell everyone? That I’m a 17 years old idol who already have a child?” the girl instantly shooked. “please, you’re driving me crazy”
“what, you’re afraid that I will force you to marry me? And I will take all your money? Or maybe you just want to kill me so bad or ruining your popularity, and all your glamorous life?”
“urusai! Watch your words!”
“hu-huw-huwweee----“
Suddenly the little baby whines and let out small cry. Maybe because of yamada’s raised tones. “c-chou, hey, hey shhh shh-“ the girl tries to calm the little one. “i-I’m sorry” yamada can’t bare looking at such a little cute baby cried because afraid of him. “I’m sorry” he touched the baby’s chubby cheek. Feels so soft. “I’m sorry shh-shh” yamada patted on the little boy. “chounosuke”
“what?”
“his name..” she looked down, embarrassed for saying the familiar name to yamada. “chou?” yamada asked. “nice name.. what’s your name?”
“m-mayu” the girl answered nervously. “oh, you named him after you.. mayu, then chou” the girl named mayu nodded. Little chou’s cry has been quieted down a little. “I just, want you to know. That he exist. And I want him to have father, but I didn’t asked you to marry me.. I just want him to meet you” mayu said. Yamada looked at them silently minutes after. “how did you manage to raise him all this time?”
“I work” she answered simply.
Yamada quickly took a pen on the table and wrote on a little note. “kore” he handed her the note. “w-what is this?” asked mayu. “I need time to think. It’s so sudden.. this is my email, my phone number and fax. Tell me if you need something, you should at least make appointment before meeting me.. okay”
The confused girl nods as she took the memo paper from the table. “ano, shitsureishimasu”
“chotto! You should at least tell me your email too!”
But the mysterious girl already left in hurry. Maybe she feels guilty for doing this.
*
BRUGH!
“waaaah!”
“sumimasen!” mayu bowed numerously, knowing he just bumped to a man on her way out of the building. “ow..” the man in front of him rubbed his head. Still didn’t face her. “I’m so sorry, I’m in a hurry-!” mayu resumed running leaving him.
“ow.. what was that..” kamenashi kazuya (25) the K from KAT-TUN who just came back from a photoshoot. “kamenashi-kun!” someone called, and walked towards him. “ah ueda, hi” he smiled, still rubbing his head. “we’re waiting for you. Eh? What happened?” ueda asked looking at his partner. “ah nande mo nai. A girl just bumped to me, and.. a-ittai” he hissed. “ah she runs really fast”
-
“mayumi arimura. 20 years old. Works part time, didn’t have parents, and lives in a low-class apartement near the river bank” inoo put some papers on the table. “that’s all the information I can get”
“20 years old” yamada murmured. “it’s not your fault yama-chan, you’re drunk” said yuto. “I don’t know.. I really don’t know. I don’ know” yamada mess his hairs with his fingers in stress. “so what are you going to do now?” yabu said. “yabu-kun!” chinen shouted. “hey he has to make deesicions. We don’t know if this is all true or not, so we couldn’t just ignore it! So what, you want to sit there while she’s going to tell all the media that the cute yamada ryosuke from Hey! Say! JUMP actually have a child? And what about us?”
“YABU-KUN!”
Chinen voice raised. Making the room of 10 person silent. “i-I’m sorry” yabu said. “I’m just worried” chinen turned to yamada who closed his eyes. Isn’t it normal? He’s just 18 and he’s having a really good time, fun work, popularity, nice fans. Fun times with his friends in his youth, all of it. All of it is going to disappear?
“I will find a way to know, and solve the problem” yamada said firmly.
“I won’t make troubles for the group. I love the group too much, I don’t want to break it because of my stupidity. I’m so sorry for all the troubles” yamada stood and bowed. “ya-yama-chan..” yamada hurried to the door and left..
*
Hey, I just want to solve our problems
But I don’t know why.
Please don’t tell the media,
I don’t want to broke Hey! Say! JUMP
Yamada
Yamada looked at his phone screen again, and put his thumb on the green button. “oi yamada-kuuuun~” someone tapped his shoulder, he hurriedly closed his cellphone and turned. “oh! Koki-kun! Kamenashi-kun! Konnichiwa” he grinned at the two seniors. Sometimes he met seniors on the parking lot but today they met on the coffe shop near the johnny’s building. The building is not really visible or looked official or something, it just looked like a usuall office. So people won’t know. The shop there are organized too.
“seat’s empty?” koki asked.
“a-dozoo, dozoo!” yamada nods his head.
“the usual?”. “the usual please” kame smiled to koki’s question. He, junno, koki and nakamaru usually get here after rehearsals. “hee, why are you alone here yama-chan? Where’s yuto-kun and the others?” kame asked, while fixing his brownish hair. “iie, i-I’m just.. I just feel taking a break alone today”. “hmmm” kame nodded and opened his cellphone too. “ano… kamenashi-kun”
“hm?” kame just rolled his eyes to yamada without moving a bit. So tempting. No wonder why she made many girls screamed, yamada tought. “c-can I ask you a weird question?” kame chuckled a little and fixed his gestures. “I’m used to weird question”
“if, suddenly.. a girl came to you, with a child. And she said he was yours. What would you do?”
“heeeee?”
“i-I told you.. it’s weird”
“hmm.. well. First I will found out wether it’s true or not of course. But if it’s really true, of course I would take full responsible for what I’ve done. That’s a must right? Like it or not” yamada nodded, as expected. The answer from a matured man. But he’s not yet mature.
“eh, but why are you asking---“
“ta-daaam~ coffe coffe” koki suddenly came with their order.
“i-I’m sorry I have to go, see you later. Thank you so much” yamada bowed and ran out.
“e-eeee-but, but I just brought him a strawberry juice” koki said, confused. “now who’s going to drink it?”
he added, looking at kame. “e? me? No no-no I don’t like strawberries!”
To be continued,
Sorry its so messy I'm on my phone man