1,2,3 kick, turn
Have you ever been so angry at something that you start to get nervous and shaky. I'm not exactly sure how I would be able to convey the way I'm feeling right now. I'm so angry that it has evolved and surpassed pure emotion and graduated to physical discomfort. It's fucking weird. I can't relax what-so-ever. My head is clouded with flashes of shit that is causing me to be more and more angry. I'm trying to drag myself out of this rage spiral and alas nothing is working. I want to either A) compulsively vomit until I have nothing left in my body B) punch someone... not a wall that would hurt too much and I don't care to fix the damage I would cause, people heal much faster :)
*sigh*
I can't wait to go to Chicago. The prospects I have for that city do make me giddy, just not right now. I'm going to scout out some potential residential locations, take some dance classes, maybe audition for a show or two(it wouldn't hurt) not that I could actually be in any of them until I'm through with this tour. Regardless, it would be fun. I miss auditioning.
EVEN MORE SO I can't wait to see JennyMac. I wish I could be there for a bit longer, but I will not complain about it. At least I'm going to be able to actually SEE her for a couple of days. I haven't seen her since we got back and she helped me move my shit. I didn't think that we would not see each other for this long when I was at the airport. Time is fickle.
YAY for life.
*sigh*
I can't wait to go to Chicago. The prospects I have for that city do make me giddy, just not right now. I'm going to scout out some potential residential locations, take some dance classes, maybe audition for a show or two(it wouldn't hurt) not that I could actually be in any of them until I'm through with this tour. Regardless, it would be fun. I miss auditioning.
EVEN MORE SO I can't wait to see JennyMac. I wish I could be there for a bit longer, but I will not complain about it. At least I'm going to be able to actually SEE her for a couple of days. I haven't seen her since we got back and she helped me move my shit. I didn't think that we would not see each other for this long when I was at the airport. Time is fickle.
YAY for life.