I almost dropped out to move to LA, where I was almost famous for almost a day
Sometimes you just have to wipe off the negative things in your life.
I haven't been that upset or mad since I went back to Portland to pack up my apartment. Since I was the other day, all I keep thinking about are the things that have made me that mad before. What good does that do? Absolutely none. It just keeps me tense and upset. I just had to drop it. There was no other choice. I just kept thinking about all the things I could do to him, invisioning ways to hurt him LOL. It's all so damn silly.
I realized that by getting mad, I was giving him power to affect my emotions... despite the fact that he does. I just can't surround myself with negativity. THIS YEAR IS FOR ME!!!! damnit. :) So regardless, I have to work with him, but that doesn't mean that I have to talk with him. All that mean is that I have to have a professional work relationship with him. Eventhough he brought outside issues to the work environment, I'm better than that and him.
I don't have service in Carbondale... So that's why my phone's off right now. I'll get back to everyone when I have the chance.
Love you.
I haven't been that upset or mad since I went back to Portland to pack up my apartment. Since I was the other day, all I keep thinking about are the things that have made me that mad before. What good does that do? Absolutely none. It just keeps me tense and upset. I just had to drop it. There was no other choice. I just kept thinking about all the things I could do to him, invisioning ways to hurt him LOL. It's all so damn silly.
I realized that by getting mad, I was giving him power to affect my emotions... despite the fact that he does. I just can't surround myself with negativity. THIS YEAR IS FOR ME!!!! damnit. :) So regardless, I have to work with him, but that doesn't mean that I have to talk with him. All that mean is that I have to have a professional work relationship with him. Eventhough he brought outside issues to the work environment, I'm better than that and him.
I don't have service in Carbondale... So that's why my phone's off right now. I'll get back to everyone when I have the chance.
Love you.