I want to regress to an infant psyche. Feed me... feed me...
I wouldn't really miss my brain all that much. It just complicates my biological function, which is to exist in a state of ambiguity between animate and corpse. I am just here, much like a chair would be in a room. Or a vase, and not an interesting vase, the kind of vase people think you picked up for 2 dollars to throw change in.
Oh it's not all bad, good things happen to me in batches, the only problem is, bad things happen directly afterwards. I think that's why I fear both success and failure, because success just means the failure will be all that much more painful. I really can't take these peaks and valleys for much longer. This is why I never try.
Something negative, wow, what a change of pace for this journal.
Oh it's not all bad, good things happen to me in batches, the only problem is, bad things happen directly afterwards. I think that's why I fear both success and failure, because success just means the failure will be all that much more painful. I really can't take these peaks and valleys for much longer. This is why I never try.
Something negative, wow, what a change of pace for this journal.