Nov 17, 2001 11:25
this week was very odd
im surprised i didnt write abotu it
well youth church was really awesome
but i hate writing about it right when i get hoe cuz im like
God is so cool then the next day
im a total jerk to people
but now its been a few days
and i still feel good
i really opened up
and got a lot of sutff off my chest
it felt really good
it made me really happy
now hopefully i can focus
im reading the bluest eye
its a good book
i feel at ease
but at the same time not
like i feel like i shouldnt be at ease
and i should have a million responsisbilities
to worry about
but i dont
and its nice
i want my life to be like a movie
i think i try to hard sometimes
especailly in relationships
there is this really cool boy at my school
we ewr both having pizza hot pockets
we ewre like yay were cool
it was fun
he is a nice boy
i wish jenny and elisabeth were there wednesday
i have a lot to talk to them abut
not bad stuf
jsut stuff
mollio is here
i like mollie
mollie is my friend =)
i had fun at velvet teen
everyone gave me a hug
i felt really loved
i like vivisintg here
a lot better than living here
when i lived here there was nothign to do
when i visit i feel all loved and stuff
ok ive written enough
good day