life only gets worse as you get older...
theres not much joy in things really...the only things looking forward to are only magnified by our needs and desires...its sad....dissapointment is sad too....you know, if maybe i were in better health condition things wouldn't feel so stale and i wouldnt feel so god damn dependant on the appearance of people....why do we rely on people anyways? because we cant rely on ourselves??? maybe thats the secret ! hah
uhhhh...ive just become so bored and the anticipation of NOT knowing what is to come saddens me greatly.
at times i feel like jumping into new, big territories and others like drifting in familiar waters...mostly the latter....the safe, common waters....eh.
what would you do if you knew today was the last day of your life?
they go by fast, you know...
days that is....hmmmm. i would definitely do something out of the norm, but what? just thinking about it scares me.
we dont even know whats out there...whats reachable and not.
another topic: can we change people? i certainly think not. but we can attempt to bruise their personalities and egos...the way they think, etc. which in result adds to a method of reaction....or acting out a certain way....arent actions and reactions what people are based on? do we in turn affect change or only temporarily?
wishing for the impossible as always....signing off.
uhhhh...ive just become so bored and the anticipation of NOT knowing what is to come saddens me greatly.
at times i feel like jumping into new, big territories and others like drifting in familiar waters...mostly the latter....the safe, common waters....eh.
what would you do if you knew today was the last day of your life?
they go by fast, you know...
days that is....hmmmm. i would definitely do something out of the norm, but what? just thinking about it scares me.
we dont even know whats out there...whats reachable and not.
another topic: can we change people? i certainly think not. but we can attempt to bruise their personalities and egos...the way they think, etc. which in result adds to a method of reaction....or acting out a certain way....arent actions and reactions what people are based on? do we in turn affect change or only temporarily?
wishing for the impossible as always....signing off.