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i finally achieved my goal of staying awake through the duration of my english class!... thats a whole 2 1/2 hours my friend. this is quite the accomplishment seeing as how the entire class is spent analyzing stories and poems ... with these random tangents on life and human nature (which have the potential to be really interesting ... but my teacher has this monotone voice that puts me to sleep instantaneously ... plus ive concluded that these deep, analytical conversations are best late at night rather than early in the morning). but yes, now that i have managed to stay awake through the whole class at least once, i will no longer feel guilty for sleeping... perhaps i should bring a pillow for tomorrow.
my blood test results from my doctors appointment came back today. looks like im not anemic... and therefor dont have an excuse for my lethargy, random bruises, or extremely pale skin... which is unfortunate because i wanted them to find something worth while as somewhat of a consolation for all the pain and emotional scarring i had to endure. i have these nice bruises forming on both my arms resulting from the continual jabbing of the nurse in search of nonexistent veins ... ack ... it makes me nauseous just thinking about it. hopefully things will go smoother when and if i donate blood...
my blood test results from my doctors appointment came back today. looks like im not anemic... and therefor dont have an excuse for my lethargy, random bruises, or extremely pale skin... which is unfortunate because i wanted them to find something worth while as somewhat of a consolation for all the pain and emotional scarring i had to endure. i have these nice bruises forming on both my arms resulting from the continual jabbing of the nurse in search of nonexistent veins ... ack ... it makes me nauseous just thinking about it. hopefully things will go smoother when and if i donate blood...