Chasing Dreams
I'm sick of dreaming of being chased. When it first started happening I just wrote them off as nightmares, but now it's constant. Every night I wake up 3 or 4 times after having a completely original dream about being chased. Then I have to force myself to go back to sleep even though I'm feeling terribly anxious and know that as soon as I'm out I'll be chased by something entirely different this time. Maybe that's why I didn't sleep for three days, because on a subconscious level I knew what would happened. I never considered it, but who knows how the subconscious works. Either way, I've lost the joy of sleeping and I hate it. I hate waking up feeling scared and defeated, it is not a good way to start your day.