the second bad thing to happen today
I hate this. Why is it that whenever I plan my day, it always revolves around him. I always think in terms of "we."
For example, earlier today: "Even though I am hungry now, I will wait until later so that we can eat together." If I had waited for him to call, I would have been starving. It's not his fault, but he just went ahead and ate, not even thinking: "Oh, I'll wait to eat with her."
And it's not even his fault. It's something that is wrong with me.
Why do I have to think of him whenever I do something, but he doesn't do that? Why can't I just do things on myself?
Damn it!!!! This is not my day.
For example, earlier today: "Even though I am hungry now, I will wait until later so that we can eat together." If I had waited for him to call, I would have been starving. It's not his fault, but he just went ahead and ate, not even thinking: "Oh, I'll wait to eat with her."
And it's not even his fault. It's something that is wrong with me.
Why do I have to think of him whenever I do something, but he doesn't do that? Why can't I just do things on myself?
Damn it!!!! This is not my day.