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I'm bored as per usual but it's been a long couple days. I want to just sleep forever and a day so I don't have to wake up and deal with life as I know it. I DO NOT wanna deal with dan anymore. Under my skin already and it's bullshit. I don't even get a chance to deal with Will cuz i'm scared. me...scared...ha! but it's true, unfortunately. I'm scared of calling and him being like "I'm out with...friends" or "I have a...friend....over" fuck that >< i dealt with that from october to june and i do NOT wanna deal with that shit again. I want him to be like "I love you, baby, and I miss you." damn...I want it to be valentine's day again. lol. best day ever i think. ah well...can't turn back time so i'm just gonna mope.