Woah

[marshmallow16]

Woah. So I haven't added in forever even though tons of shit has been on my mind. lol. I guess i'll just let it all *(or most of it)* out now...

So I'm wit Kevin. I'ma dump him. Just can't do it yet. Oh well. I love Will. He won't read this, he's prolly forgotten about the journals by now. It's odd to think how things have changed over the past 2 years all cuz of him. Now he's wit some new chick and they're happy. I deleted the link to those pics of them 2 but they're etched into my mind. An everlasting reminder of what i can't have. Yet i'll survive and i won't stop loving him. After everything never that.

I was talkin to babydoll last night about him and shit just started coming out of my mouth. All the memories and they came so fast and so easily that it was as if i was talking about the weather. There's no pain when i think of him. No emptiness. Just cuz I know he'll always be mine in one way or another. My friend, my boyfriend...or my best friend. *shrug*