(no subject)
I totally wouldn't care to be dead right now. Some people say that suicides are cowards but I think it's pretty brave. If they make the decision that life is not for them and go ahead and follow through on that then I'd say that requires a degree of courage that most people don't have. They think it's more brave to face all of these problems but that's coming from someone that probably isn't upset about most things in their life. They don't know what the other is feeling. I guess it depends on your outlook in general. Anyone that would drive a knife into their chest is pretty fucking hardcore, I'd say. I'd be too scared to do that. I need something peaceful, painless and involving sleep. It's pain I want to be rid of. I'm worn out.