i am so happy!!
where to start??
okay, so i got roped into doing running crew for our may term musical (which is pretty much the most extravagant ridiculous thing ever!!), and before my first day which was Monday, I had dinner with some of the other crew members. A tall blonde man sat with us. He was very funny. His name is Zack.
I want to have his children!! Okay, so he is a freshman at USC majoring in theatre, and he had a supporting role in their spring musical (he must be pretty good!). He grew up in Redlands, and his mom is one of the choreographers for our show, so she roped him into being an Assistant Stagemanager. I really do feel that he is the male version of me. I am not saying he is my perfect guy, but if I were a guy, I feel I would be him. (He even got a 5 on the AP Calc exam!)
And after Monday, I kinda had a huge crush on him, and I thought he might like me, too. Why did I think this? Well, after rehearsal a few of us went back to my dorm to watch some Office, and I walked everyone out, and he came up and gave me this huge hug and picked me up and stuff. I asked my friend Liz if she got the same hug good-bye. She said no. Go Heather!
Now this is the part where you have to suspend judgment partially. Rehearsal really REALLY sucked on Tuesday! It was ridiculous! I do not have class, nor do I have work on Wednesdays in May Term. After rehearsal, we (Liz-crew, Zack, Kevin-Liz's male friend, Haley-cast, Devan-cast) went to a friend's apartment and decided to get a little trashed. I got a little tipsy, and I kinda wanted to get Zack a little tipsy because alcohol acts like a truth serum and I wanted to know how he felt about me. Apparently, he did/does like me! There was cuddling, and hugging, and a few pecks here and there! And at one point, he was like "Are you trying to get me drunk so you can take advantage of me?" (Because we had already decided that he could stay in my room so he didn't have to drive and "sleep on my extra mattress"), and I replied "maybe", and then he said, "well you could have accomplished that sober" And he is smart! He uses humongous words that I do not understand! And when he drinks, he uses bigger words!
Okay, now I am rambling, and you probably don't care about all of this...
Anyway, at about 330 in the morning, we decided to walk the one block home (Kev, Liz, me, Zack). We walked Liz to her dorm, and we waited in the lobby for Kevin to walk her up to her room on the 3rd floor, and Zack kissed me!! We kinda had a tiny mini make out session!!
Then we walked Kevin to his dorm on the way back to mine. At this point, Zack kinda wanted to hook up, but obviously Adriana was in my room. We could have found a place, or just waited, and he left the decision up to me. I decided we could just go to sleep, and maybe in the morning after Adriana went to work, he and I could see what happened.
So then he started to get my extra mattress down, but I offered him my bed because it was "more convenient and quieter since Adriana was sleeping", and he did not hesitate to say yes. I didn't get much sleep because he and I were cuddling, and rubbing each other's arms and stomachs, and rubbing toes, etc all night practically. We had a mini make out session at one point, but yeah... He is adorably sweet!!
Did I mention he is innocent? He is still a virgin, and he had all his fingers in 10 fingers while I had only 3. Anyway, then I took him to breakfast in the commons, we said good-bye, and we haven't really talked since then. He gave me a hug when he saw me at rehearsal, and after rehearsal we decided we were too tired to do anything, but we did exchange numbers.
He is totally dating material. I don't want this one to just be a hook-up. I mean, he lives in Redlands, which is a lot closer than Seattle (the alternative). And he is a theatre kid, and 6'6", and blonde, and has blue eyes, and he is so sweet, and humble, and musical, and did i mention I have a really big crush?
I feel like a junior high-er again. Oh well...it is fun!
Oh, and Kelsie called me today to ask advice about AP classes for next year, and I seriously wasn't that hostile toward her. I was surprised. But since meeting Zack, Derek's personality does not compare at all. I want a Zack, not a Derek. So I really don't care what happens to the 2 of them. If they are happy, okay. If not, okay. It doesn't affect me. And today was the first day I could honestly tell that to myself, and I think it is because I met a Zack and he likes me back (well, hopefully he thinks I'm datable too)
Ugh! I wanna know where we stand! Closing night is Sat. Opening is Thurs! So little time!
Heart you all!
okay, so i got roped into doing running crew for our may term musical (which is pretty much the most extravagant ridiculous thing ever!!), and before my first day which was Monday, I had dinner with some of the other crew members. A tall blonde man sat with us. He was very funny. His name is Zack.
I want to have his children!! Okay, so he is a freshman at USC majoring in theatre, and he had a supporting role in their spring musical (he must be pretty good!). He grew up in Redlands, and his mom is one of the choreographers for our show, so she roped him into being an Assistant Stagemanager. I really do feel that he is the male version of me. I am not saying he is my perfect guy, but if I were a guy, I feel I would be him. (He even got a 5 on the AP Calc exam!)
And after Monday, I kinda had a huge crush on him, and I thought he might like me, too. Why did I think this? Well, after rehearsal a few of us went back to my dorm to watch some Office, and I walked everyone out, and he came up and gave me this huge hug and picked me up and stuff. I asked my friend Liz if she got the same hug good-bye. She said no. Go Heather!
Now this is the part where you have to suspend judgment partially. Rehearsal really REALLY sucked on Tuesday! It was ridiculous! I do not have class, nor do I have work on Wednesdays in May Term. After rehearsal, we (Liz-crew, Zack, Kevin-Liz's male friend, Haley-cast, Devan-cast) went to a friend's apartment and decided to get a little trashed. I got a little tipsy, and I kinda wanted to get Zack a little tipsy because alcohol acts like a truth serum and I wanted to know how he felt about me. Apparently, he did/does like me! There was cuddling, and hugging, and a few pecks here and there! And at one point, he was like "Are you trying to get me drunk so you can take advantage of me?" (Because we had already decided that he could stay in my room so he didn't have to drive and "sleep on my extra mattress"), and I replied "maybe", and then he said, "well you could have accomplished that sober" And he is smart! He uses humongous words that I do not understand! And when he drinks, he uses bigger words!
Okay, now I am rambling, and you probably don't care about all of this...
Anyway, at about 330 in the morning, we decided to walk the one block home (Kev, Liz, me, Zack). We walked Liz to her dorm, and we waited in the lobby for Kevin to walk her up to her room on the 3rd floor, and Zack kissed me!! We kinda had a tiny mini make out session!!
Then we walked Kevin to his dorm on the way back to mine. At this point, Zack kinda wanted to hook up, but obviously Adriana was in my room. We could have found a place, or just waited, and he left the decision up to me. I decided we could just go to sleep, and maybe in the morning after Adriana went to work, he and I could see what happened.
So then he started to get my extra mattress down, but I offered him my bed because it was "more convenient and quieter since Adriana was sleeping", and he did not hesitate to say yes. I didn't get much sleep because he and I were cuddling, and rubbing each other's arms and stomachs, and rubbing toes, etc all night practically. We had a mini make out session at one point, but yeah... He is adorably sweet!!
Did I mention he is innocent? He is still a virgin, and he had all his fingers in 10 fingers while I had only 3. Anyway, then I took him to breakfast in the commons, we said good-bye, and we haven't really talked since then. He gave me a hug when he saw me at rehearsal, and after rehearsal we decided we were too tired to do anything, but we did exchange numbers.
He is totally dating material. I don't want this one to just be a hook-up. I mean, he lives in Redlands, which is a lot closer than Seattle (the alternative). And he is a theatre kid, and 6'6", and blonde, and has blue eyes, and he is so sweet, and humble, and musical, and did i mention I have a really big crush?
I feel like a junior high-er again. Oh well...it is fun!
Oh, and Kelsie called me today to ask advice about AP classes for next year, and I seriously wasn't that hostile toward her. I was surprised. But since meeting Zack, Derek's personality does not compare at all. I want a Zack, not a Derek. So I really don't care what happens to the 2 of them. If they are happy, okay. If not, okay. It doesn't affect me. And today was the first day I could honestly tell that to myself, and I think it is because I met a Zack and he likes me back (well, hopefully he thinks I'm datable too)
Ugh! I wanna know where we stand! Closing night is Sat. Opening is Thurs! So little time!
Heart you all!