Jun 14, 2006 21:36
Im So Confused.
I Started talking to
Stephanie. About everything.
And. She said she hasnt changed.
So. then she read my last update
and ALL she has to say is
" I already talked to amanda and told her id stop "
She will talk to anyone about this. except me.
Shes either totallly changed
or lied to me.
Shes drinking.
[ which she told me she never ever liked ]
and i dont know what else.
i know shes probably having sex
and i know shes done it before
like dopzens of times
but this time is different.
shes notdoing it becuz she wants to
shes doing it so she doesnt feel dumb. when bryan is drunk.
Andt wanna be sober and then get mad at him and get into a fight.
Maybe im just young.
and thats why id otn understand this
idk.
i need help
someone.
anyone..
comment on what i should do
please.
im so confused.
i dont even know what to do anymore.
<3 sam.